“You’re too harsh on yourself. It’s blatant from where I’m standing that all four of those men are like lovesick puppies, you’re the one with all the power here. And don’t you dare put yourself down! They’d be lucky to have you, and they know it,” she chastises me, turning me to face the mirror and look at my reflection. “All of those things you said about me are exactly what everyone else sees when they look at you. You’ve just gotta see it for yourself, chica.”

“Thanks, Valentina, I’m glad to have met you, I hope we can become good friends.”

She beams at me, pulling me into a perfumed hug. I’ve not got many female friends, and it feels nice to have made one who helps me to feel a bit less shameful for having feelings for all four of the guys. Because if I’m being honest with myself, I’m physically and emotionally attracted to each of them. Performing with Rider tonight opened a window into the heart of the man he hides, that I can’t deny I found alluring. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want to get to know each of the guys more. Now I can consider that actually being a possibility without feeling guilty for wanting it in the first place.

By the time Valentina and I emerge from the restroom, chatting like old friends, I’ve all but forgotten my ex. As I glance around the room, I don’t see any sign of him, and I convince myself that it was all in my imagination. I resolve to enjoy the rest of my night without letting that man take up another second of my thoughts.

***

It’s late when we arrive home, but I don’t feel tired. I’m filled with nervous energy as I wrestle with my decision. While I now think that the guys may be open to sharing, it’s a whole other level to go from knowing that information to actually doing something about it. I also know that the guys would never force me into it. If I want this to happen, I’ve got to be the one to make the first move. Almost as if they sense my hesitation, they hover around in the living room uncertainly.

“Valentina and the guys are nice,” I offer casually. “Their relationship is interesting… What do you guys think of it?”

“The time for coyness is gone, I think, Leah. So why don’t you be a big girl and ask us what you really want to ask?”

I ought to have realized that Knox, being the wild card, wouldn’t let me get away with tiptoeing around saying what I want. His eyes dance with a feral, taunting energy. I know what he’s getting at. If I can’t talk about this candidly, without embarrassment or shame, then how am I supposed to become sexually involved with all four of them without it getting messy? The baby is the most important thing, as much as I want the guys. I need to know that if we do this, no matter what happens next, it won’t negatively impact the baby.

Taking a deep breath, I straighten my spine and meet each of their eyes in turn. “I think it’s pretty obvious that I’mattracted to all of you. You’ve mentioned that the four of you have shared women before, so I guess I’m wanting to know if you want to share me…”

For a brief moment, I want the ground to swallow me whole as I wonder if I’ve completely made a fool of myself, but then the guys slowly move closer. Axel places his hand on my hip and tilts my chin up gently with the other, so I meet his gaze. My breath catches as I see the burning desire in his eyes.

“We’d be only too glad to share you, beautiful, but I’m gonna need to be sure we’re talking about the same thing here,” he murmurs, challenging me.

I feel a surge of confidence, almost as if he knew that making me demand what I want and not be afraid of how it sounds is making me embrace my deepest desires.

I hold his gaze, showing no hesitation as I leave no room for misinterpretation. “I want all four of you to fuck me right here, right now.”

A shiver of wicked excitement runs down my spine. Like I’ve spoken the magic words out loud, the sweet, charming, sometimes even gentle guys I’ve come to know finally reveal the dark sides they’ve kept hidden from me. Now they look every inch the rugged, masculine, and downright dangerous yet sexy men I want to ravage me.

“I thought you’d never ask,” Axel purrs, pulling me in for a passionate kiss.

I run my hands across the hard planes of his chest, tearing at his clothes. Knox moves behind me, his fingers reaching up my skirt to stroke my pussy through the lace of my panties. I let out a gasp of surprised pleasure as he teasesme while Axel pulls my dress over my head. With his spare hand, Knox expertly unhooks my bra, and in perfect sync, Axel removes it. My aching breasts spring free, and I feel a jolt of pleasure at the groan of appreciation the sight pulls from Jace’s lips.

My focus switches to him, and I watch as he stands there enjoying the view while Axel licks and sucks my nipples which harden like pebbles. Knox buries his fingers in my hair, pulling my head back and kissing my neck while he lazily strokes my clit. My panties are slick with arousal, and I can feel his erection straining against his pants as he presses against my side. I reach back and place my hand on it, stroking Axel’s cock with my other hand. Someone’s hand, I’m not sure whose, guides my panties down, leaving me bare.

“No fair, I’m the only one who’s naked,” I pout.

“You heard the lady,” Jace says with a smile, slowly removing his clothes.

It’s clear to see why he’s not shy, his body looks like it’s carved from marble and his cock is thick, long, and straight, hard and ready for me. He guides me over to the sofa while the others remove their clothes. Knox and Axel look every bit as sexy as I remember. Rider hesitates for a moment, seeming to be surprised to find himself included as he hangs back. The others waste no time in moving around me and continuing their sexual exploration. Jace drops to his knees, confidently spreading my knees wide and burying his tongue in my pussy.

I let out a moan of pleasure as his tongue dances over my clit. For some reason, I’d imagined Jace was the kind of guy who didn’t give oral sex and was more about his own pleasure, but the way he throws himself into the task with enthusiasm letsme know just how wrong I’d gotten him. Axel and Knox move to either side of me, both teasing my nipples. The feeling of all three of them pleasuring and touching me at the same time, while I can feel Rider’s focus on me, is driving me wild.

I reach out to take both Knox and Axel’s hard cocks in each hand stroking them as they strain and get even harder.

“Fuck, that feels good,” I gasp as Jace fucks me with his tongue, delving deep inside as his finger teases the entrance of my ass sending ripples of new pleasure through my body.

I’ve always been intrigued by ass play but my ex acted disgusted as though it was filthy. Now the thought of what it would be like to have every hole filled or to be able to fuck all four of the guys at once enters my mind.

I take Axel in my mouth, tasting the salty precum as I lick his tip before opening my mouth wide and taking him as deep as I can. I twirl my tongue around his edge, using my hand to cup his balls and work his shaft as he slowly thrusts in and out of my throat. Knox pinches and licks my nipples, alternating between sharp and soft, pleasure and pain that is driving me wild. Every sense is on high alert, and my body is in overdrive.

“Fuck, Leah, you’re incredible,” Axel growls, pulling his cock away as he tries to stop himself from cumming too soon.

I move my focus to Knox, taking his cock in my mouth next, giving Axel a moment’s break before alternating between the two. It feels so incredibly naughty, and yet so right at the same time. Soon, I find it harder to focus on what I’m doing as Jace drives me insane with his tongue, bringing me closer and closer to the edge. I’m dripping wet and so turned on that my ass eagerly takes his finger as he delves another into my slit and strokes my clit with his thumb and his tongue in tandem.

“Holy shit!” I cry out as the men’s focus hones in on me, their own pleasure momentarily forgotten as they all work toward the goal of making me orgasm.

Knox and Axel both take a nipple in their mouths, teasing and licking them, sending ripples of sensation right between my legs.