Page 83 of A Soul to Guide

Does he regret it? Did he like it? Does he want to do it again? He seemed to know what to do... Does that mean he’s done something like this with someone else?

Gosh! She had so many questions, and her cheeks heated at the next one that blasted her thoughts.Does he think I’m pretty?

Her heart stuttered in nervous hope.

Raewyn wasn’t the most stunning Elysian. She actually thought she had a childishly round baby face with too strong of a chin and cheek bones. Her nose was like a button her mother enjoyed booping in affection.

Although her frame was thin, her breasts and backside were on the larger side, so they felt disproportionate to the rest of her. She often hid her butt underneath long, flowing dresses that showed off her shapely thighs.

Her feet were too big, her ears not long enough, since they just reached the top of her head. She was too big and too small everywhere!

She also didn’t like her freckles. She wanted to appear majestic and classy, and she thought they made her appear too ‘cute’ for what she wanted. People tended to think they made her appear ditzy, which probably wasn’t aided by her forward, bubbly attitude.

Everyone called Raewyn ‘cute’ when she’d much rather be alluring or sexy, the kind of woman who elicited fierce erections rather than a head pat.

The weird thing for Raewyn was that when other women had these same features of hers, she loved them. Soft bums, sexy freckles, perky breasts that only slightly jiggled when they walked. In the past, when she still had her vision, any time she saw another woman’s curls bounce with their steps, her heart had soared, because her own would do the same.

She appreciated the smaller, daintier ears just as much as the larger ones.

Her self-consciousness had grown tenfold, since she couldn’t actuallycheckher appearance here.

Back home, she was able to apply her make-up slowly and carefully by memory. She knew her clothing by their textures, so she could match them.

All of that was stripped away on Earth. Raewyn was forced to wear what she had, she had no make-up to suit her tastes, and the last time she’d washed herself was from the rainfall that had her freezing her toes off.

She didn’t imagine she was in her most seductive state.

I must have done something right, since he’d gotten hard.Her lips then pursed.He didn’t kiss me, though. Wait... could he even kiss? I can’t kiss a bony snout. Awww, I like kissing.

She guessed she could just kiss it and he could experience it.

Has he ever been kissed?She was back to her original thoughts on if he’d done anything like what they’d done with another.

Honestly, she wanted to know so badly, it was burning a hole in her head. She was bound to give herself a headache soon if she didn’t let some of her thoughts free.

“Have you ever had sex before?” Raewyn blurted out, immediately wishing she could eat her words, then mentally shrugged off the regret in the next moment. It’d been asked, and she might as well go confidently into the conversation now.

There was a reason they called Raewyn blunt.

“Who the fuck starts a conversation like that?” Merikh practically shouted in outrage, almost tripping over his own feet.

Slowly, almost coyly, she sang, “Is that a no?”

Okay, so why did the fact that he might be a virgin make her want to fan herself?I don’t think I’ve taken a man’s virginity before. It sounds like fun.Should be easy to rock a man’s world when he had no one to compare it to.

“Of course, I have,” he growled, his voice having an embarrassed hike to it. She even saw red-pink sparks glitter. “How else would I have known what to do?”

Well, poop. There goes that idea.Was she even considering it to begin with?

Then, a dark thought struck her, one that could have her hating him with no chance of mending it.

“With a human?” she squeaked.

“No. I would rather not fuck something that has no idea what’s fucking it,” he stated with a huff. “It’d be impossible for me to hide that my anatomy is different, as you’ve already discovered.”

That settled the worst of her concerns, but she still had others.

“A Demon, then?”

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