Page 1 of A Touch of Fate

11 years old

Beep. Beep.

Followed by wheezing.

I felt like I was surrounded by cotton.

My body was numb, almost like that one time I’d touched the glass of our fireplace and burned my fingers. For days, I hadn’t felt anything in my fingertips. Now, my entire body felt like that, not just my skin. A numbness existed in almost every layer of my limbs, a thick fog of nothingness I didn’t understand.

Beep. Beep.

Whoosh.

My hand felt heavy.I could feelthat. It felt more substantial than the rest of me. My eyelids were crusted shut, and it took considerable effort to open them, but eventually, the darkness was replaced by a white wall. My eyes twitched to the leftbecause my head felt too heavy to move. Mom sat on a chair beside me, her head rested on the mattress, and her hand held mine. That was the heavy feeling.

Where was I? What was going on?

My mouth and throat felt painfully dry. I tried to swallow, but something blocked my throat. My eyes flew open as panic set in. I wanted to scream, but my mouth was blocked too.

“Emma,” Mom said.

Our eyes met. Hers were filled with tears. I dragged my hand away from her, and even that movement was impossibly strenuous.

I reached for my face, wanting to rip away whatever stopped me from swallowing, from talking.

From screaming.

I touched a strange tube. Mom gripped my hand and gently pried it away. What was she doing? Why wasn’t she helping me?

“It’s okay,” she said, but her voice betrayed her words to be a lie. At the same time, she hit a button that started an alarm. It shrilled in my head, so painfully loud I wanted to cover my ears, but even that was impossible. A sound as unbearable as nails on a chalkboard. The little hairs on my neck rose, and even that small muscle movement hurt.

“This is your breathing tube, sweetheart. Don’t touch it. The nurse will be here soon to take it out.”

I didn’t understand what was going on. Nurse? My eyes took in my surroundings, the machine monitoring my heartbeat and pulse, the breathing machine, the drip. Mom squeezed my hand.

“Shhh,” she murmured. “Everything will be okay.”

But even as she said it, she began crying.

The door opened, and a nurse came in, followed by Dad and my brother, Danilo. All of them hurried to my side. The nurse began explaining what she’d do, but I barely listened. Dadstroked my hand, but his expression told me something bad had happened. And Danilo?

His face twisted with pain as if seeing me like this hurt him. His brown hair was completely disheveled as if he’d repeatedly run his fingers through it, and his white shirt was crinkled.Crinkled.The situation was dire if Danilo didn’t take care of his appearance.

I gagged when the nurse removed the tube, then coughed. My mouth had a stale taste, and my throat felt dry like I’d fallen asleep with my mouth wide open because my nose was closed up. But worse.

Mom handed me a glass of water and pushed a button so the backrest rose about halfway. I wanted to make it easier and sit up, but my body remained unresponsive. My muscles didn’t obey my command. I wanted to push into a sitting position, but the cotton feeling still lingered in almost every part of my body except for my left arm, my throat, chest, and head.

Danilo and Dad exchanged a look that really scared me.

I cleared my throat, but my words were still stuck. I took another sip of the water, then tried again. “Wha…” I coughed.

“Drink,” Mom encouraged, her hand shaking as she brought the glass to my lips again.

I shook my head. “What…hap…pe…pend.”

Something bad had happened, and nobody was telling me anything.

Danilo finally stepped up to the bed while Dad sank onto the other chair with a shaky groan. He was ashen, and his brown hair looked as if it hadn’t been washed in too long. Usually, he was the one we visited in the hospital.Hewas the one Mom cried over.

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