Page 29 of Knot Letting Go

“We can’t.” Even as I said it, I was leaning toward him.

“We can.” There was a growling edge to his voice, and my body tightened with heightened fervor. “Tell me why we can’t.”

A million reasons. So many. And my mind was refusing to give me access to any of them. My slick warmed the water around me. Come on, brain! Give me a word, any word. “Boss.”

“I’m not your boss.” Quill smirked and slid his finger down the strap over the top curve of my breast. My breathcaught in my throat as my back arched. “I could give you a hundred reasons why this is a very good idea, but the first and most pressing one is that you need me. I can feel the heat radiating off you. Every inch of your body is responding to mine.”

Oh God, it was. Each heavy pump of my heart sent sizzling desire through my veins. To kiss him, touch him, fuck him.

My rational brain clawed frantically, trying to keep at the forefront. “Callista! She’d hate me.”

His brows rose more in amusement than consideration and then he laughed. “Are you worried you’ll lose your bestie?” His arm slithered around me and our bodies met. Skin to skin, slick and rubbing. It wasn’t nearly enough. “I think Calli would love it if you two became sisters. She thinks the world of you and would want nothing else than your happiness. She might lecture me to keep me in line, but I was never really good at following rules.”

Why did the thought of him being a rule breaker make me hornier yet?

He tilted his head, his nose nudging mine. I couldn’t look away from his dark eyes even if I wanted to. Up this close, I could see all the shades of brown from molten gold to deep chocolate. My lips tingled as if feeling more than his hot breath upon them.

Maybe Callista would be alright with me getting together with Quill, but the bigger issue was my job. I might not officially be Quill’s employee, but I was still employed by the Birk family. Konstantin may have stated my position was secure, but I didn’t know what happened between the brothers. I loved being a nanny and this would go far in helping me achieve my dream of being a teacher. I didn’t want to risk—

Quill nudged his thigh between my legs, and I gasped as it bumped against my mound. My body instinctively ground downagainst him, and with a groan, his mouth covered mine. The kiss was hot and hard. His tongue demanded entrance, and I couldn’t deny him.

My breasts mashed against his chest as he pressed me back against the ladder, and I wrapped my arms around him, sliding my fingers into his wet hair. His scent grew thicker, more musky, and the ache between my legs became a blaring siren. Emergency. It didn’t matter if my job was at stake. There was no turning back. I had to have him.

“Aubrielle,” Quill breathed out my name and nipped at my lower lip. He gripped my rear with one hand and pushed it forward to help me grind harder against his thigh. His other hand held onto the railing of the ladder to keep us in place. “All the things I want to do to you. I will never have enough time to do so.”

I clenched at his hair and kissed him, rocking against his leg. Pressure built in my lower abdomen. Surely I couldn’t come just by doing this…

Not that I was going to stop.

I pressed my heel against the bottom rung of the ladder to give more force to my grinding.

“So good. I need more.” I would beg and plead and do whatever he wanted as long as he didn’t stop.

“I love how your body responds to mine.” Quill kissed down my neck and nibbled on my flesh. My body sang, wanting his mock bites to be real. Claim me, knot me. I had to have all of him right here, right now.

I skimmed my fingernails over his head and lowered my hands to his shoulders as he continued to kiss downward. He nuzzled my breasts and kissed over the tops of them.

“Look at how your tits float and bounce. So gorgeous.” Using his teeth, he pulled aside the cups of my bikini top. My rosy nipples were hard and extremely sensitive as he took eachone in turn into his mouth to suck. I shuddered, edging closer to orgasm.

“Quill.” I whimpered his name and dug my nails into his flesh. A few minutes ago, I was backing away, and now I was running full force forward. There was no denying my need for him. “Take me. Knot me.”

“Oh baby.” He groaned against my breast and lifted his head to kiss me again. “I love hearing how much you want me, but I’m betting that you’ve never been with a man before.”

Heat flushed my face and I turned my head to the side. I’d never had anyone touch me like this, never mind have sex. He clearly knew what he was doing, not that I had anything to compare it to. Yet every kiss, lick, nip, and caress was perfect in driving me to greater pleasure.

“You don’t know how much that turns me on knowing you’re a virgin. To be the first man to make you scream while you’re coming. Fuck.” Quill thrust his hips to mine. His thick erection was huge. There was no way I could take that thing into me and yet I wanted it at the same time. “But since you’re a virgin,” he murmured and pulled back his leg so he could wiggle off my bikini bottoms. “I’m going to make you come with my mouth first.”

He suddenly dropped down under the water and fastened his mouth to my pussy. I cried out, holding onto the ladder as he licked and suckled my clit. My toes curled as a fresh wave of slick gushed out.

Quill popped back up and gasped for air before he laughed and kissed me. “Fuck, baby. You taste so good, but I can’t hold my breath for too long. Sit up on the edge and let me eat you out right good.”

I didn’t even think of not doing it. Rising out of the water, I was suddenly away that I was fully naked. I placed one arm over my boobs and pressed my thighs together as I perched onthe edge. It was one thing to be on a beach in a bathing suit, but Quill was the first man to see all of me.

“Holy shit, you look incredible. So curvy, so sexy, so fuckable.” He licked his lips as he gently removed my arm and then spread my legs, putting each one over his shoulders. He stood on the ladder and hooked his arms about my thighs. “Hang on to the railing, baby. I’m hungrier than I have ever been.”

There was no chance for me to react to that before he dove between my legs and licked up the length of my slit. I gasped and barely got a hold of the railing before my head tipped back. My lower half quivered as he layered on more licks, kisses, and sucks.

I wasn’t innocent about what it meant for a person to give oral sex, but God, I had no idea it could be this mind blowing.

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