Page 25 of Knot Letting Go

Dropping the note, I raced into my bathroom and splashed cold water on my face. Once, twice. It wasn’t enough to cool my body down. I desperately peeled off my clothes and turned the shower on, cranking the knob completely right to the cold setting.

I let out a yelp as I stepped under the freezing spray. Focusing the water on my abdomen, I let it cascade down and splashed it up over my chest and face. My slick flowed as if an Alpha were standing directly behind me with his big cock hard and ready to breed.

Crap. That wasn’t helping ease my heat pangs.

Konstantin had offered himself to me.

When he had wrapped his arms around me in his office last night, a rush of contentment blanketed me. I’d felt safe and wanted. His purring wasn’t like anything I’d heard before. I’d seen videos and heard ASMR purrs, but with my head pressed to his chest, the rumbling vibrated to the center of my being and chased off the worst of my nerves.

Until I reminded myself who he was and that it was so wrong.

He had to know it was wrong too. He was intelligent, professional, and careful. The type of Alpha who would follow the law.

Why did that make me more aroused?

I stepped back a few inches to let the spray hit my aching mound. A jolt of pleasure zipped through me. Gasping, I grasped the ledge on the wall. This was supposed to cool off my heat, not feel good.

It didn’t matter if Konstantin offered himself. Either his Alpha hormones dictated that part of the note or he felt it was his duty as a compatible Alpha. I couldn’t take him up on it.

My pelvis angled slightly and the jet of water hit just the right spot again.

Quill was also compatible with me. How horrible would it be for the brothers if they ever found out? I didn’t want them to fight over me. Family was too important. I would not be the Omega who came between them.

Ooh, but to be sandwiched between those two hot Alphas. Their hands wandering all over my body, squeezing my breasts, and teasing my clit. To have one of them hold me, kissing me madly, as the other fucked me.

I fumbled for the removable shower head and yanked it off its bracket. This time, I turned the knob in the other direction for warm water and pressed the spray to my pussy. Moaning, I moved it up and down my slit before I leaned against the wall and lifted a leg to rest my foot on the edge of the tub.

The ache demanded more, feeling empty, and screamed for an Alpha to knot me. But this would have to do, and God, it felt good.

The image of Quill going down on me and covering my pussy with his mouth had me jerk my hips forward. His tongue, licking up and down, never stopping. His gorgeous naked body shining from the water and his huge erection pointing up at its target.

Then Konstantin holding me still from behind and sliding a hand between my legs. His low sexy voice telling me all the dirty things he wanted to do to me while he rubbed my clit.

I spread my labia and unhooded my clit. The spray smacked against it and I let out a cry. I’d never felt so sensitive. My hips rocked as I hit that spot again and again.

Quill and his deliciously wicked grin. Konstantin smoldering in his tailored suit.

Both of them fucking me, knotting me, filling me with their seed.

My orgasm exploded and nearly knocked me off my feet. Crying out again, my eyes fluttered and my legs shook. I sunk down to sit on the side of the tub as my world spun.

I turned off the water with my trembling hand and let the shower head hang from its hose. The steady drip from it was an echo of my pounding heartbeat. I’d never experienced a climax that powerful before. Every part of me felt as if it were buzzing with electricity in the best of ways.

My heat pangs tapered off and left me with a feeling of victory. It was only the beginning of my cycle, but maybe the shower was the secret to getting through this. I could get through my heat and not have to jeopardize my job.

Glancing at the shower head, the nozzle seemed to mock me with a disapproving expression. Water gathered at the lowest part of its rim and stopped dripping.

“Stop judging.” I held up my chin. “I did what had to be done. And now I’ve gone crazy talking to a shower head.”

I stood and plucked a towel from the rack to dry off. Happy energy thrummed in my veins. If there were people to cover for me, I could get through this and come out free from Alpha touch on the other side.

Dressing and loosely braiding my hair, I got ready for the day. I hummed a cheery flower song my mom used to sing and didn’t even startle when my phone rang.

I was surprised to see it was Kienna. Concern made me suddenly tense with worry. There was no way she was up this early in the morning, even with the time difference in Manitoba. It wasn’t until I clicked the video call that I remembered she was actually in Ireland.

“Aubrie!” Kienna whooped and spun around with her phone, showing me she was on a castle wall under the clear blue sky. “I’m at Blarney!”

I laughed with her and grinned. “Hi. It’s beautiful. How’s the trip so far?”

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