His cock is right there between us, long and thick, and I know if I’m gonna take it all, he’ll need to open me up more than this. Even with his long fingers.

It’s a tight squeeze as he inserts another finger, my cheeks flush like a furnace and I grip his shoulder before seeing the scar and realizing it’s the bad one.

“It’s okay,” he says. “Do what you want, you’re not hurting me. Am I hurting you?”

“No. Feels good.”

His fingers still inside me, I grab a condom and start sliding it down his length. Even this makes him shiver, and I know heisn’t going to last long when he’s finally inside me, but that’s okay. I don’t want him to feel bad about it.

“I’m ready,” I tell him. My hand in his thick hair and my eyes on him.

He slides his fingers out carefully and puts both hands on my thighs. I can feel the lube coating his fingers on my skin, the warmth of my body.

Lining the head of his cock up, I start to sink onto him. His head meeting resistance at first, before my body accepts him. Once he’s in, it’s easier to sink lower, not meeting any more resistance until a length I’m not used to comes up against something unfamiliar inside me.

“Can we stay here for a minute?” I ask.

He nods. His pupils blown wide and a surprised, dazed look on his face.

“Okay Alexei?”

“Mm, yeah. You feel…”

“Tell me.”

“Warm, and tight, and… oh fuck, if you move I’m gonna come.”

I laugh and grab his face to kiss him. “It’s okay, it’s your first time.”

“I don’t wanna be a two pump chump.”

I laugh, wondering if he can feel the vibrations. “That only applies to losers who don’t make their partners come. And you’ve made me come plenty of times already.”

“Okay.”

“So I can move now?”

“In a minute.”

His hands roam my back as he kisses me, and the sensation of him inside me is almost too much. I can’t help but start to wriggle and grind a little. The sensation of his cock inside me sending pulses of pleasure up my spine.

I pull away from the kiss and slide partly off him before sinking back down again. His eyebrows come together and his lips part on a silent moan.

Each time I sink down, I sink deeper onto his cock, until I’m almost taking him all. The stretch is new. The sting and the weird sensation of the resistance. But the pleasure makes it more than worth it.

I love feeling him fill me completely. Love knowing I’ll be able to feel him tomorrow. A memory of this moment inside me.

I give him a couple more shallow thrusts before pulling out almost to the tip before plunging down again, this time not stopping until my ass slaps his thighs.

“Ohhmyfuckyes!” He calls out.

I don’t stop. I keep riding him, watching him watch me. Watching his eyelids flutter and his mouth water.

“I’m gonna… baby…”

He closes his eyes and lets his head drop back onto the headboard and I wrap my hand around my cock, knowing it’ll only take a few strokes to get me there.

I pump my cock fast and hard until my orgasm starts to rock through me. When I start to come, Alexei’s eyes fly open, his hands tightening on my hips as my muscles contract around his cock. He tenses. The tendons in his neck visible and his eyes rolling as he grits his teeth.