“Oh, baby.” I lift her at the same time I move my cock to her entrance and let gravity take her down. “I want to see your face. I want to be able to kiss you when it happens.”
She gives me a tight nod as my cock ruts through her tight pussy and I feel her barrier stretch tight. I take her mouth seconds before I take her innocence. The moment I break through and swallow her cry I release torrent after torrent of cum and yet somehow, I’m still hard. Her pussy has a stranglehold on my throbbing cock, and she has a fist around my heart. I catch a tear that escapes and starts running down her cheek with my tongue, licking away her hurt and pain.
“That’s it, baby girl. Just relax.”
I scoot lower so she is more inclined on top of me and wait for her to ease her muscles so I can move. Bit by bit she starts torelax as I speak softly to her and give her kisses that are designed to give her ease. I rub her back and pet her hair.
“It’s okay now, baby. It won’t ever hurt like that again. From now on, it will be nothing but pleasure. You’ll see, I’ll make it so good for you.”
I spread her ass cheeks apart and she gradually sinks a little lower causing her to gasp and try to sit up. I hold her down for the most part but meet her eyes.
“You…you aren’t all the way in? I thought…”
I laugh and kiss her before shaking my head. “Nope. We’re only about halfway there, sweetheart.”
“Oh my God! What if…how will it fit all the way?”
“It will.”
“But how can you be sure?”
“Because, baby, you were made for me.”
I start pulling out little by little and when I slip in again I push further and further in, stretching her pussy to fit my cock. When I pull out I make sure not to go all the way out. She makes little whimpers and cries that tell me she wants me to leave it in. I’m going to be sleeping with her on my dick, eating with her pussy wrapped around me, and working with her in my lap. All of which I am completely okay with.
My hands drop down to her hips and I show her how to ride me. When she’s got the right rhythm going, I cup her breast and bring it to my mouth. This time her pussy squeezes up on meas I suck and nibble on the hardened bud. The muscles of her entrance tighten as I lave and lick from one to the other. She pushes down and I finally feel the mouth of her cervix hug up around my cock. She gasps as I leave her nipples to take her mouth and take over the rhythm and speed of our mating.
“No one is ever going to love you like I can. No one is ever going to know you as deeply as I do. You’re mine forever.”
I make the promise to her as I work to hit the bundle of nerves I know drives her wild. She cries out and tries to jerk away from me but I hold her tight taking her breath and replacing it with my own as I work her faster and faster until she stiffens around me. Seconds, it only takes seconds before she is crumbling, her pussy pulsing and milking my cock like her mouth works my tongue. Warmth spreads along my cock and I stroke through the clenching and contracting for three more glides before I too am giving her all that I have. I fill her little pussy full.
She slumps against me again. Her shoulders shaking and tears coming from under her lashes.
“God, I didn’t hurt you did I, baby?”
At the last, I can admit, I got a little rough.
She shakes her head.
“What then? What is it?”
“It’s…just so much.”
I nod. I understand completely. I was right. Neither of us will ever be the same. Having my princess has changed me, and having her once will never be enough.
Chapter Sixteen
Estella
Iwake up alone. Again. Ren didn’t wake me up to eat me like he had the first couple of weeks we were together. My heart slowly starts to break. Those first weeks were…magical. He took me to the bookstore and got me whatever I wanted. He gave me a more permanent necklace -a collar- with the initial of his last name hanging from a gold heart. It was the thing he bought me when I didn’t think he wanted anything to do with me. Now I can only lay in bed and fiddle with the little gold heart as I wonder why things have changed.
Over the last three days, he’s not woke me up eating me, not been here for breakfast. Only a note to tell me he had to go into work and that I should keep resting. I don’t like it. It makes me wonder if…he’s done with me. Has my newness worn off? Is he looking for someone else who can give him the things I want so badly to give him?
I’ve handed over my heart without a whimper. I love him. I might have been in love with him when I still knew him as DarkDaddy. Now that I know him, and truly understand him, I’m even more in love with him than before, completely and totally. And now he’s not here with me and it's got me all out of sorts.
I hear the doorbell and try to jump up to answer it but a wave of dizziness hits me and causes me to move a little slower. I open the door expecting a package maybe or even Ren himself. I am not expecting…my mother.
Oh my fucking god!