Page 3 of Safe and Sound

This can not be happening! Waves of horror keep washing over me as I stare down at the crushed lily held in Ren’s hand. My mind can’t wrap around the fact that Ren is DarkDaddy. My DarkDaddy that I came to meet tonight.

Bile rises up in my throat at all that this means. I let him tell me how to play with myself. And told him when I was cumming. We sexted. Oh, God! He knows…everything. I take another step back hoping that if I put space between us it will somehow become not true.

“You turn your happy ass right back around and go home and stay the fuck off that site or so help me…”

I hate when he acts like he can control what I do. It releases a gut reaction that just makes the anger roll and boil inside of me.

“No!” What the hell am I doing? “You don’t get to tell me what to do! You are not my father!”

That’s the burr making itself felt inside of me. He isn’t my father and shouldn’t be able to tell me what to do or where to go! My father didn’t care enough to do that! He didn't care enough to stay!

“No? Did you just tell me…?” He spins around and rakes his fingers through his hair. It’s a move I’ve always found secretly sexy as hell. Not that I would ever tell him. “No, I’m not your father but if I told my dad about this he would kick your little ass out.”

I gasp at his threat. I'm not sure if what he says is true or not. I don’t know Ben well enough. But either way, I’m not about to let this…egotistical…bully tell me what to do! I square my shoulders and raise my head. I will not be shamed or blackmailed by something this…ass is doing himself. The hypocrite.

“Then I better start looking for a sugar daddy pronto so I don’t have to worry about being homeless.”

I turn around to leave when his hand shoots out and wraps around my wrist. He yanks me back into him, my body hitting his much larger one.

“What are you…? Don’t…”

“Don’t!” The word although a repeat of my own stops me from trying to get away. It has a ring to it that tells me I might have pushed my stepbrother too far this time.

“Don’t push me, Estella. Get home and don’t let me catch you back here or on that site again.”

“Fuck you! You…what are you doing? Ren!”

He turns us so we are facing the wall and half walks, half drags me over before pushing me up against it. This is not like Ren at all. He’s only ever gotten physical with me once andwhen he did he was quick to put space between us as quickly as possible.

I squirm and struggle but there’s no getting free. He’s got me pinned up against the wall so tightly my cheek is pressed to the cool plaster. What the hell is he…?

I let out a squeal when he flips the end of my dress up. “Ren!”

“You want to play with adults, Estella? Then you better be prepared to get treated like one! You want a Daddy? Do you want someone to take over, baby? Then learn to take what I give you!”

Oh! God!

What is happening? I try to wiggle out of his grasp but can’t. Ren can see my bare ass since all I have on is a barely-there thong. My breath is sawing in and out of my lungs as I try to keep myself from panicking. This is Ren for fuck’s sake. I’ve known him since I was fourteen. He’s supposed to be my older stepbrother. This is not right!

Not the way he is pushing me to the wall or the feelings zipping through me and making my body hot and heavy. I’ve always felt Ren was…beautiful. The way he moves, the way he enters a room and takes control, it all did it for me but I’ve never…

Except that one time when he put me over his knee and started spanking me. My body went up in flames when he trapped my leg under one of his and his big hand landed on my jean-clad ass. I could feel how hot his hand was through the layer of denim like I wasn’t wearing a thing. And it all came rushing to an end when he realized what he was doing and tossed me inthe floor before leaving and never looking back. I was worried for days that he knew, somehow he could tell, I was turned on by him shamefully.

And now! He can look down right at my bare ass! He can see what he does to me! There’s nowhere to go to hide it. Nothing I can do to make it stop. Nothing except maybe get him to listen to me and let me go.

I open my mouth to try to reason with him but have the wind stolen from me when his hand comes down and makes contact with my bare ass. I’m too late to save myself now! Too late to hide from Ren! Now he’ll know everything.

Chapter Four

Rennik

She stiffens under my touch and gasps out my name.

“R…Ren? Ren, d…don’t.”

I breathe heavily through my nose, so I don’t lose all of my control but all I breathe in is the scent of her. I warned her. I told her to get her ass home. And all she did was push that chest out in a defiant way that had my eyes going right to her breasts. Breasts way too big for a body so small and yet there they are. Soft and firm and begging for me to put my god damned mouth on them.

“Oh, no, princess! You wanted this, was prepared to give it to a stranger.”

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