I think about not doing what he says but that didn’t really work out for me great last time. I turn my head and our eyes meet. He holds up his fingers and spreads them apart to show me the sticky release that clings to them. I gasp again when he brings them to his mouth and sucks them clean.
Oh my God! Why does seeing him do that turn me on so badly? Why is he doing this? How am I going to make it through the next two months?
Chapter Ten
Rennik
Her eyes grow big and round when I bring my fingers to my mouth and suck them clean. I love how her breath shudders out of her and how pink her cheeks are. She came like such a good girl for me. I can’t help but run my fingers back through her swollen flesh.
This time I circle her entrance before trying to slip one of my fingers in. And cum a little myself. She’s not just tight, she’s unyielding. When she realizes what I am doing she starts to squeal and buck under my touch. I smack her still-red cheeks.
“Don’t move, Estella. Don’t move or you’re going to hurt yourself and I won’t have you hurt. Tell me you understand.” I tell her with the tone of my voice how serious I am about this and wait for her to tell me what I need to hear before I go any further.
“Wh…why?” I smack her ass again. This time hitting her hard enough to move her body against the bed and on my lap. “O…okay. I won’t move.”
She licks her lips and my eyes follow the sweep of her tongue as I rub the cheek I just assaulted. I slip the tip of my finger in and run it along the edge.
“Ren! You can’t!”
If I want in her -and I do- I’m going to have to take the time to stretch her little pussy out enough that it won’t hurt her as much when I finally take her.
“Ren! You…Oh, God!”
It’s the fear that cuts at me. The last thing I want her to do is to be afraid of me. I rub her back and make soothing noises to let her know I would never hurt her.
“It’s alright, Stella. Just relax. I’m not going to hurt you. I just want to explore.” I just want to check out what belongs to me.
I don’t say it out loud because I’m sure my little princess will freak out about it. We’ll eventually have to talk about things, go over all her fears so I can take care of all of them, find out what she worries about, and make sure she doesn’t anymore.
“I just want to feel you for a moment. You trust me, don’t you? You know I will never hurt you?”
“Yes.” It’s spoken softly but without any hesitation.
It makes me feel invincible. She trusts me. She might tell me this is wrong or that we shouldn’t be doing this but deep inside she is the same person I’ve been talking to over the past few weeks, and I am the same person she told all her secrets and dreams to.
“Let me touch you, Stella.”
I run my fingers through her slick slit until I find her swollen little nub. I rub around it, teasing her, working her up again.
“What…Ren, what are you doing?”
“I’m going slow, taking my time, letting you get used to my touch.”
She’s going to want me to explain what I meant by that when she gets a little more of her focus back but for now, it slips under the radar why I would want her to be used to my touch in the first place. Her body tenses under me as I make direct contact with the little bud. She squeals and jerks under me, but I hold her down. I don’t want to spank her again just yet. Too much and she’ll be sore in all the wrong ways, and I want her to want it again.
I rub her and drink in her gasp as I tighten my grip on her hip and look at her tight, puffiness. Stella is beautifully made. I’m not quite the man whore I think she imagines me to be but I have seen my fair share of pussies and Stella’s is…mouthwatering. Not that I haven’t had offers, but I also have standards, and few women meet them. So, this isn’t a proximity thing for me. It isn’t done in desperation because I’m hard up.
No. I want to touch Stella. I want to listen to all the sounds she makes, the shocked little gasps, the breathy moans when she’s close to coming, the way she says my name. I want to feel her sliding through my fingers like living silk and know she is mine! I am the only one who gets to do this to her, to see her like this.
I drop my touch back so I can circle her entrance but don’t linger. Instead, I move my touch back even further and use my other hand to spread her apart by squeezing her cheek. When I run my fingers over her furled opening, she lets out a cute little shriek before whipping her head around to meet my eyes.
“You don’t think I’m going to let any part of you go untried, do you?”
“Ren, you can’t! You can’t!”
“There’s nothing I can’t do, Stella. I’ve learned that throughout my few short years, and you’ll learn that too when you’re with me. Everything is obtainable. Everything is possible. The only person holding you back is yourself. And I’m not going to let you do that, sweetheart.”
“Ren, damn it! You can’t!”