Page 10 of In Her Shadow

“I can’t believe I’m doing this.” She laughs, taking her hand and resting it on my cheek as she continues to look down at where I’m touching her. I use my other hand to tug at her hair, lifting her head so I can kiss her lips again. Her needy pussy soaks my fingers as she starts to relax.

“You ever come before?” I ask, pressing my forehead into hers and releasing her lips so she can get some air. She shakes her head and blushes like she’s ashamed of the answer. “Come for me now, come on these fingers so I can taste it.” Her eyebrows lift in shock, but she lets my words command her and starts to throb harder. “That’s right, clench me real tight, You're gonna need to be wetter than this if you're gonna take my cock.” I keep our heads locked together, and fuck her faster with my fingers. “I’m going to make this cunt so sore you won’t be able to walk tomorrow,” I tell her and she blinks rapidly, as her breaths get shorter, “You like the idea of that, Kitten?” Her head nods as confusion spreads across her face. “I’m gonna break this virgin pussy so fucking good.” I tug tighter on her hair and make her squeal. “Remember your word,” I remind her, as her body starts to tense, she nods against my grip and keeps her eyes scrunched together. “Come on, pretty girl, let's make a mess of these panties.” My fingers are slipping inside her with ease now, and she rests her hand on my shoulder, squeezing it tight anddropping her mouth open. “That’s right, you’re so fucking close, let it go. Give it up.”

“Fuck!” Her nails dig into my skin as she releases, and I admire how beautiful she looks as she comes apart while I continue to fuck her with my fingers.

She squeals when I rip my hand away, quickly lift her off her feet, and lay her out on the bed. I need to know how the first orgasm Eloise Meadows ever had tastes, so I rip at her panties and drag them off her legs. Her cheeks flush even brighter when I spread her knees apart and hold them open. She’s got a neat, little landing strip of hair, and her perfect, pink pussy is glistening, ready to be tasted. I waste no more time wondering how good it is and dive in. She takes my hair in her grip as I lap up her orgasm with my tongue, tasting her sweet pussy as I flick against her clit. I keep wondering if this is a dream, worrying that any second I’m going to wake up. I need to cram as much of her into my memories so when I do, I can remember every detail.

My cock aches to be inside her, so I drag my mouth away so I can stand back up and release it from my jeans.

Her eyes glance over all my tattoos when I lift my T-shirt over my head, and when they lower to look between my legs, she swallows nervously.

“Holy shit.” She doesn’t look determined anymore, she looks damn right petrified. “That’s really going to hurt, isn’t it?” Her voice comes out shaky, as I climb over her body, and rest my hands on either side of her head.

“Just stay relaxed, spread your thighs as wide as you can.” I let my hard cock touch against her, my tip trailing a path through her wet pussy lips and sending a tingle all over my skin. I’m a sick, sick bastard for the thoughts that are going through my head. Because, yes it is going to hurt her, my cockis going to stretch this sweet, innocent pussy to its limit and I’m undoubtedly gonna get off on it.

I’m also going to turn that pain into pleasure and make her crave more of it.

Eloise surprises me when she reaches her hand between us and wraps me in her fist, pumping me so delicately through her palm that I almost spill all over her fingers.

“It’s big,” she whispers. “I like the way it feels in my hand.” Her words have me leaking precum into her palm, while my fists grab at her sheets. My body is telling me to slam inside her, to own this girl who I’ve been obsessing over for more than half my life, but my heart is telling me to take it slow. To give her an experience she will remember fondly, instead of adding to her nightmares. She’s clung on to her purity for so long, and now that she’s decided I’m the person she wants to give it to, I owe it to her to make it special.

I keep that in mind as she guides me to her entrance, ensuring the thick tip of my cock presses against her, and I feel myself dripping all over her virgin hole. Just the thought of filling her with my seed threatens to make me offload entirely, so I push that to the back of my mind and focus on the next step.

“Relax.” I stroke my fingers over her face. “You’ve come this far. We could stop here for now.” I don’t know how, but I would. I need her to want this; she has to be sure.

“I don’t want to stop,” she whispers sweetly. So, I gently push inside her and let the sensation of her swallow me whole.

“Fuck!” I hiss, feeling as though I’m being strangled by silk, and I manage to force a little more inside her before we both release our breath.

“You gotta relax and breathe. Trust me, it’ll get easier,” I assure her, gripping her hip and trying to hold onto my restraint. I’m so desperate to push all the way inside her, but I have to take my time.

“I’m sorry.” She bites her lip, looking embarrassed.

“Don’t be fucking sorry.” I take my hand under her jaw and force her to look at me. “This is perfect. You're fucking perfect, do you know that?” I like the way she smiles, and when I feel her relax a little, I slide myself deeper. “This pussy is mine now,you’remine, Eloise. No one will ever fucking hurt you again. Do you understand?” I don’t care if I’m coming on too strong, I’m just letting the girl know how it is, because there's no going back from this now.

“I understand,” she tells me, still smiling, and I have no idea why. I’ll only ever be a burden to her. What I’m doing here is selfish, and I thought I had better control.

“The only person who causes you pain from now on… is me. And I promise it’ll be the kind of pain you want more of.”

I wait for her to nod before I fill her mouth with my tongue and force my cock all the way inside her. Her body naturally tries to resist me, contracting around my cock as if it doesn’t belong there. Her body is right to try and keep me out. I shouldn’t be inside her. I shouldn’t be here at all. I’m like a fucking poison, But right now, she feels like she needs me and, wrong or right, I won’t deny her.

“You okay?” I check, holding myself still, inside her, and feeling the heat of her skin against mine.

“It hurts a little,” she admits. So I take her thigh and wrap it around my hip, finding a new angle inside her.

“But it’s a good kind of hurt,” she confesses, and I slowly start rolling my hips into hers and watching how good that hurt looks on her face. It’s just the beginning of the price she’ll have to pay for being mine, because I’m never gonna let her go now.

“Tell me what you're thinking.” I stare at her, cradling her jaw and stroking her bottom lip with my thumb while I thrust inside her. I don’t just want to be inside her pussy, I want to be in her head, too.

“I’m thinking I must be crazy, and that you're beautiful.” She strokes her fingers through my hair.

“There's nothing beautiful about me,” I whisper, trying to hold myself together. I want to touch every inch of her skin. I want to mark her, so the whole world knows she’s mine.

“Ren,” I whisper my name, and when she creases up her face with confusion, I explain.

“My name, I thought you should know it.”

“Ren.” She tests it out in her sweet, little voice, and I’m already obsessed with how it sounds.

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