Page 31 of In Her Shadow

“The police have closed Mr. Connor’s case. Suicide, apparently,” I explain, pushing to the back of my mind any thoughts that he might have had something to do with it. Ren may be able to corrupt me, but not the police.

“That is good news.” His face gives nothing away, and as we get closer to my office, I start to feel that same dread from the thought of leaving him that I had this morning.

“I’m gonna miss you,” I blurt out and admit, not caring if it sounds desperate and needy. This guy follows me for fun, for Christ’s sake.

Ren licks his lips like he’s pleased to hear it, and stares at me thoughtfully for a few seconds.

“Come with me.” He shocks me when he pulls me down the alley that runs down the side of my office building, and I can barely keep up with his pace as he rushes past all the trash carts toward a brown metal door.

“Where are we going?” I giggle, not caring that I’m going to be late back, that dread in my chest has suddenly turned to thrill, and I’m going to chase it.

Ren doesn’t answer, just pulls open the door and drags me into a loud, dark room that's full of thick pipes and smells musty.

“Is this the boiler room? Ren, what are we doing here?”

“You’ll see.” He ducks his head under some of the overhead pipes and leads us toward the back wall.

“Ren?” I ask again, wondering what the hell is going on here.

“I’ve missed you, too,” he tells me, lifting the skirt I’m wearing high up over my waist and dropping to his knees. I look down and watch him slowly pull my panties down to my ankles and when his nose slides through my pussy lips, guiding his tongue, I hold my breath. Pressing my head back against the wall, I grip his freshly-washed hair and enjoy every lap his tongue gives me. I enjoy it so much that I come all over it

“I figured I need to come in this pussy again,” he growls against my clit, making the pit of my stomach burn with desperation. “How about it, Kitten?”

“Yes.” I nod as he slides back up my body and kisses me with the tongue he just devoured my pussy with.

“You taste even better than usual today, are you ovulating?” His eyebrows rise at me suspiciously.

“I…I don’t know.” I shake my head. “Isn’t taking the pill supposed to stop that?” Ren ignores me and gets back to kissing me, his hands scooping under my ass and lifting me against the wall.

“I want to feel this pussy come all over my cock, just like you did my tongue,” he whispers, releasing himself from his sweatpants and finding my entrance without effort.

“Have you been this wet all morning?” he asks as he slides up inside me.

“Yes,” I admit, kissing his lips and enjoying the sensation of being full of him again. I made a decision when I woke up this morning to stop doubting us. It feels good. I’m the happiest I’ve been in as long as I can remember. So what if I’m gonna be a little late back to the office, or that I can feel myself falling in love with this beautiful stranger? I’m choosing to live for the moment.

Ren fucks me hard and fast against the wall, reminding me of all the reasons why I came to that decision. It’s too dark to see him clearly, but I feel him, not just inside me, but everywhere.

“You're getting so close, I can feel it.” He speaks into my ear, taking my hand in his and slamming it back against the wall. He sucks hard on my neck, leaving another purple mark to remind me that he was there, the next time I look in the mirror. Instead of worrying about who else will see it, I embrace how it feels. I love that Ren wants to mark me. I love the way he makes me feel owned and yet still in control. It’s like he opened a door intoa whole new world, and I never want to step back into the old one. My stomach begins to tense, and when I feel myself start to come, I cling to him tighter.

“Ren.” His name comes out weak and raspy.

“That’s it, Kitten. You’re so fucking perfect.” He keeps the perfect pace as I come all over his cock, just like he asked me to. “Thatta girl.Mygirl. You feel these balls that you're dripping all over? You feel how they slap against you, how full they are?”

I nod my head because I can’t form words. I don’t know how he does it, but he seems able to draw my orgasms out for longer, each time we do this.

“Yeah? I’m gonna offload everything inside you, pretty girl. Every. Fuckin’. Ounce.” He grabs my jaw, and when my mouth automatically opens, he spits harshly at my tongue just like he did before. I don’t know what I find so hot about it, but I smile as I swallow him down, proving again how much I like being a good girl for him.

“You're so perfect, Eloise, my perfect girl. I hate every second we’re apart. I want eyes on you always. You understand that, don’t you?”

“Yes.” The word blurts out without me having to consider it, because I do understand. I’ve never missed someone the way I miss him, and I’m not scared of being vulnerable to him anymore.

“Tell me you want it, tell me you want this heavy fuckin’ load inside you,” he orders, squeezing his fingernails into my throat and making me squeal.

“I want it, Ren. I want all of you.”

“Good.” He stares at me hard for just a second before his tongue invades my mouth and his hips fuck me so hard, I feel my bones rattle.

“Ren, I’m gonna come again.”

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