Page 17 of In Her Shadow

“Okay, little Kitten. I’ll play. Just remember that word for me, okay?”

“I’ll remember it,” I tell him, feeling that adrenaline start to spike as his hand slides around my body and into the front of my skirt.

“You already wet for me?” he asks, not giving me time to answer before he curls two of his fingers into my entrance. “Mmmm, my girl has been having some nasty thoughts tonight,” he whispers, and I shiver with anticipation when I hear the buckle of his belt and feel him take his cock out behind me. “I’m gonna make this real quick andreallyfucking hard. You sure this sore, little pussy can take that?” he asks, lifting my skirt up over my ass and letting his cock rest against the base of my spine.

“I can take it,” I assure him as he slides his hand out of my skirt, then uses them both to take hold of my ass cheeks and squeeze his cock between them. I instantly tense, and he laughs menacingly in my ear.

“Don’t worry, I won’t be taking all your firsts at once. I’m saving this one for a very special occasion.” Reaching around myhips, he grabs my thighs and spreads them open from the front, then bends his knees so his cock lines up with my entrance. I can feel his tip, wet and pulsing against me, and that throb in my stomach starts to become unbearable.

“Here.” He places the arch of his hand between my teeth. “Bite down on this if you need to,” he whispers, slamming inside me in one hard, unforgiving thrust. My teeth instantly clamp down on his flesh as my body adjusts to the shock of his entry and the sheer size of him. I’ve been sore all day and although his cock burns like a hot rod stoking inside me, It somehow brings with it a relief. I don’t have time to recover before he pulls it back and slams back into me again. My tits smash against the wall, rubbing against the bricks while the hand I’m not biting down on gathers up my hair.

“That’s right, baby, sink those teeth in deeper. You wanna see if you can make me bleed?” I do as he says while he continues to thrust in and out of my pussy. He’s not being gentle. It hurts, but the thrill of it all far surpasses the pain. “That’s it, draw blood, taste it. It’s gonna look so pretty on your lips.” His voice speaks harshly into my ear. “You're gonna learn that I don’t like people touching what’s mine, Eloise. That guy you used to tease me, paid the price tonight.” He sets off sparks when he tugs tighter on my hair. “I don’t like you taking risks, there might be a time when I’m not watching, and I told you, baby.No onegets to hurt you but me. I own your pain and I own your pleasure.” His words trigger that heat inside me to overflow and press my palms into the wall as I bite down harder on the arch of his hand.

“Fuck, Kitten, you’re gonna come for me, I can fucking feel it.” He sucks hard at my neck as my body spasms, and the taste of his blood seeps onto my tongue. “Holy fuck, you feel good. I’m gonna come in you so deep. You want all that cum inside you, Kitten? You want this pussy full?” My head automatically nods, despite the fact that those birth control pills aren’t effectiveimmediately. I’m hanging onto the hope that the Plan B I took before I came out will cover it.

“Yeah, you do.” His voice changes, sounding all sympathetic and condescending. “You better get used to having this pussy full of me.” He sucks at my skin in between his words. “Reminding you of who you belong to. Do you want me to give you some right now?” He drags his hand away from my mouth, and I feel his blood and my saliva slide with it as it moves under my chin to grip my neck.

“Speak up, baby girl. Tell me what you want.” His fingers clench at my throat.

“I…I want you to come,” I whimper, as he slams against me harder. It doesn’t seem to be hurting anymore. I’m starting to learn that with Ren, nothing hurts the way it should. My mind doesn’t work right, but the world has never felt safer. The only time I’m looking over my shoulder now is to find him. I have so many questions, questions I fear the answer to. This guy has dark, twisted secrets that have somehow led him to me. I don’t want to think about what they might be, not while I’m feeling all these new things, not when my past can’t hurt me, and I don’t feel like a victim anymore.

“Ask for it nicely, Kitten. Beg me to fill this pretty, tight pussy that belongs to me,” he manages in between breaths, pulling my hair so hard it stings my scalp.

“Please, come in my pussy, Ren. I want it. I want you to fill it.”

“Fuck… here it comes.” He clenches his fingers and grunts so deep it sends those shockwaves through me all over again.

“Good girl, good fuckin’girl. You're so perfect.” He kisses the back of my head as he catches his breath back, loosening his grip, and suddenly hearing those words turns my whole body cold.

“Can you…can not call me that?” I whisper, feeling my stomach start to churn.

“Shit, El, I’m sorry.” He must pick up on how upset I am because he pulls out and quickly spins me around so I’m facing him.

“My father used to call me that.” I lower my head, closing my eyes, and when I see my dad grinning back at me, I quickly open them again.

“Fuck your father and what he used to call you.” Ren rests his palm against my cheek. “You'remygood girl.” He smiles at me darkly, taking my chin between his thumb and finger and forcing me to look at him. “You hear that? His words can’t hurt you anymore than he can, now.” I nod back at him feebly. “You trust me, Eloise. You let me test your boundaries and you take my cock and my cum so fucking nicely.” His thumb brushes the tear that runs down my cheek onto my lips so I can taste it. “Whose good girl are you now?” he asks, turning that sick sensation in my stomach into something warm and wholesome.

“I’m yours.” I smile up at him.

“Who are you gonna let take care of you?” He fixes his eyes hard on mine.

“You.”

“Good girl,” he whispers against my lips, before he kisses them. “Now, let’s get you home.

REN

“Did you want to come up?” Eloise turns to look at me once we reach her apartment building. It’s hard to believe that I just fucked this girl in public when she’s looking at me so innocently.

Eloise seems so keen to test her limits, I’m very aware that I have to try and regain some control in case she pushes herself too far.

Yet the devilish glint that comes into her eyes when she’s pushing her boundaries is intoxicating.

“Of course, I wanna come up,” I tell her, watching her smile grow wider as she takes out her keys and opens the door.

I follow her up the stairs, still mindblown by how fast all this is happening. I never in my wildest dreams believed that the person who could heal this girl might be me. Sure, I imagined it… plenty. But the level of trust she’s putting into me excels evenmyimagination.

“I never said thank you for the gift you left me this morning.” She looks back over her shoulder at me as we reach her floor, reminding me of how I’m exploiting that trust. “My boss has been putting a lot of pressure on us at work lately; I’ve had to work through most of my lunch breaks. You going to your friendwas a real help.” The way she looks so embarrassed is fucking adorable.

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