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And then I lose myself completely. The pleasure crashes over me in a tsunami of waves. It hits me hard and doesn’t stop coming. It rolls over me again and again until I’m flying high, soaring through space, seeing stars. I never knew that it could be that good, I never knew that anyone could make me feel like this. I’m opening up, blooming like a freaking flower, changing and transforming in to the best version of me and I never want this to end. I want to cling on to Tim, to keep him with me forever, to have this sensation for the rest of my life.

“Oh wow,” I gasp just as Tim slides up my body to kiss me once more. “Wow.”

I can feel the tip of his rock hard cock teasing my soaking wet entrance and I know for sure that I’m not done with him yet. If this really is going to be just one night of fun, then I need to take full advantage of it. Since Tim is trying his hardest to be cautious with me, I’m going to have to be brave and ask for what I want.

“I want you,” I groan. “I want you inside me, Tim. I want you to fuck me.”

“You do?” He pulls back and looks at me with a question in his eyes. “Are you sure?”

I nod and graze my fingers over his cheeks. I have never been more certain of anything in my life. This moment is so imperfect that it’s perfect. I wouldn’t want it to be anything different.

“Okay.” He leans back and grabs a condom from his pocket. I watch in shock and awe as he rolls it down over himself, admiring how huge he really is. Although my body isn’t sure how I will handle him, honestly. I want him, I want to try, but I can’t help being nervous. My heart pounds so hard against my rib cage that I’m scared it might burst free. “Are you ready, Kayla? Tell me what you want, tell me if you need me to stop…”

I nod fast, needing him inside of me right now, and thankfully he gives me what he wants. He edges himself inside of me slowly, being gentle with my virgin body, kissing me reassuringly the whole time and it’s honestly the most romantic, passionate experience of my whole entire life. But soon I need more, I need him to pick up the pace, the pleasure is starting to creep up through me once more and I want all of it. This is a once in a life time opportunity and I need everything from this man. I tell him over and over again how badly I need him, and this gets him going as well. The next time I’m screaming with hot bliss, he’s doing the same with me. We come together, clinging to one another like we are the only people left on the planet. This is a night to remember, I want to commit every part of it to my mind, to savor it forever, to keep it as a part of me…Chapter 13 – TimMy heart hammers as I stare down at the woman beside me in bed, the one who I am supposed to be letting go of today. We have had our time together, we can’t drag it out any longer, I have kept me with her longer than I was supposed to, so I should be grateful for everything… but instead of happiness, my chest is tearing apart. It’s killing me, losing her is going to destroy me, my world has honestly gone really dark.

Usually, when I know that I am about to go on to my next adventure, I’m excited, over the moon, looking forward to what’s coming next, but instead my head is here. I’m stuck, I’m stranded with Kayla.

I can’t let her go. As my brain starts screaming at me, panic damn near consumes me and I slide out of the bed rapidly. I don’t want to wake Kayla up and for her to look at me like this. I can’t let her know that I’m falling apart. I rake my fingers through my hair, desperately trying to get myself together.

In a moment of sheer panic, I tug my sweat pants on and grab my cell phone. I need to talk to someone, anyone, and there is only one person who I can think of to speak to. One person who knows me well and will understand why this is such a big drama to me. I need to talk to my baby brother, Lance.

“Hey,” he answers quicker than I was expecting, and he sounds bright and breezy like he has been up for ages. “I’m on set, filming, so I might get called away. If I hang up quickly, you know why.”

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