Page 20 of Eclipse Born

Skye's eyebrows rose. “He cooked?”

“Like he'd been doing it his whole life. It's the little things that are wrong. Too controlled, too careful.”

We watched him examine something on one of Skye's monitors, his movements precise and deliberate.

“But he's here,” Skye said quietly. “He's trying.”

“Yeah. That has to count for something.”

The Impala'sengine growled to life, six months of solo drives finally coming to an end. I adjusted the mirror, catching a glimpse of Roxie in the warehouse window, watching us leave with typical feline indifference.

Cade settled into the passenger seat, weapons bag at his feet, case file in his lap. The familiar weight of having someone in that seat again was both comforting and strange.

“You sure you're up for this?” I asked, pulling onto the main road.

He didn't look up from the file. “I have to be.”

Simple words that carried the weight of the world. I got it—the need for purpose, for something to fight. After my dad died, hunting had been my anchor, the only thing that kept me from drowning in grief and guilt.

Maybe Cade needed that same lifeline.

“I get it,” I said. “Needing to work, to focus on something real. I was the same after the gate.”

He glanced over. “Sterling said you hunted everything that moved for months.”

I shrugged. “What else was I supposed to do? Sit around feeling sorry for myself?”

“Knowing you, you probably did both.”

A smile tugged at my lips despite everything. “Might've shed a tear or two. But only when the whiskey ran out.”

We drove in comfortable silence for a while, the familiar rhythm of the road bringing its own peace. Jersey wasn't far, but it felt good to be moving, to have a destination that didn't involve examining all the ways my life had gone sideways.

“I know you have questions,” Cade said suddenly, still focused on the file. “About what happened. Where I was.”

I kept my eyes on the road. “Yeah. I do.”

“I can't...” He stopped, hands tightening on the papers. “I don't have all the answers yet.”

“You don't have to talk about it.”

“I know. But I want you to know I'm not keeping secrets because I don't trust you. It's just complicated.”

“When isn't it?” I tried for lightness and almost succeeded. “Our whole lives have been one complication after another. This is just one more chapter in the ongoing shitshow.”

Cade stared out the window for a long moment. “I'm not the same,” he said finally, voice barely audible. “I came back wrong.”

My knuckles went white on the steering wheel. “I know. But you're still you. Still Cade. Still mine.”

The last word slipped out before I could stop it, revealing more than I'd meant to. We'd never been good at labels, had danced around what we meant to each other for months before everything went to hell.

He looked at me then, something raw and vulnerable in his eyes. “Am I?”

The question cut deep. “Yes,” I said fiercely. “Whatever happened, whatever changed, you're still the same stubborn, overanalytical bastard I've always known. And nothing—not Hell, not demons, not whatever's going on with you now—changes that.”

Something shifted in his expression. Relief, maybe. Or regret. “I hope you're right.”

“I'm always right. Just ask Skye—they'll tell you what a pain in the ass I've been about it.”

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