Page 33 of Loving Taylor
Chapter Ten
After we finished, I got rid of the condom and zipped up my jeans. I watched Taylor find her panties and slide them on again. Just watching her made me hot for her again. It was mad that such an innocent action had me hungry for her. It wasn't like she was actively trying to seduce me, even I could see that.
"It's hard to believe you haven't done this much," I said, watching her, but she just gave me a dismissive shrug. The way her eyes caught mine before she looked away told me she was still nervous. It was incredible that we had just been as close as two people could be and she still didn't feel completely comfortable.
I wasn't even going to analyze how I felt around her. The warning lights were going off in my head.Let her go. Let her walk out and keep your distance from her. But I ignored it. After tasting her, I needed more—a lot more.
I was done analyzing or thinking. I was going to go with my instinct. I wanted her and I would have her.
"I'd better go," she said, making an attempt to leave when she reached for the door handle.
"It's too late," I told her, stopping her with a hand to her wrist. My touch was firm but light. "Besides, I'm not finished with you yet."
Her eyes met mine and every intention I had for her lay open for her to see in my eyes. She swept her tongue across her bottom lip. I reached out a hand and she put hers in mine. My fingers closed around hers and I took her back to my room.
I let go of her hand to get my phone from my desk.
"What's your number?" I asked, briefly looking up at her.
She rattled it off and I programmed it into my phone. I ignored the fact that I had never asked a girl for her number before.This is just about sex, I told myself.Great sex.
"Give me your phone," I told her and she gave it to me.
I put my number into hers under my name—Sin.
"So how does this work?" she asked when I handed her phone back.
It was difficult not to look at her like I wanted to take her right back to bed and do all the naughty things I had planned for her. My blood thickened with the thought.
"Whenever we need relief, we call each other," I explained and she blushed, a reminder she wasn't like the experienced girls I was used to. But there was something primal about being her first. I moved closer and raised my hand to feather a touch to her cheek as I smirked at her.
"And no hooking up with other people," I said, restating the rules we had agreed on. "No feelings, just mind-blowing sex. And when we're done, we both walk away."
I did feel some satisfaction that Mr. Preppy and other guys who I had seen check her out would not be able to have her, at least for the short time we worked each other out of our systems.
It would be the first time I would be having exclusive sex with someone and it didn't fill me with the fear I had expected. Anything restrictive on what I did and with whom was something that was important to me and I thought the loss of it wouldn't be something I could deal with. But here I was, making plans with Taylor without feeling like there was a noose being tightened around my neck.
Now that the talking was over it was time to get physical. I kissed her, capturing her lips and with the gentle sweep of my tongue she opened her mouth. Our tongues brushed against each other and I needed more. Her hands went to my chest and my heart beat increased under the splay of her one hand.
I walked her back and lowered her down on my bed. All thoughts and warnings emptied out of my head the moment I began to discard her clothes.
I hadn't had enough of her, not by a long shot. My clothes followed hers onto the floor. She looked at me shyly as I stood confident in my nakedness. Her eyes ran over me as she lay naked on top of my bed.
"Tell me what you want?" I asked her as I lay down beside her. My hand drifted down the curve of her breast to her hip.
"I..." She began to stutter.
"This is just you and me. There is no need to be nervous."
She didn't have much experience and I wanted to give her a chance to explore her sexuality, let her figure out what she liked and what she didn't.
Her eyes dropped lower.
"Do you want to touch me?" I asked huskily, feeling myself rearing for her touch.
Her tongue swept quickly across her lips and she nodded.
I lay down on my back and put my hands under my head, giving her complete control to do what she wanted.
