Page 216 of Ewan

It’s an intense swirl of passion. A mix of lust and flavorful fruit.

A way to submit to him.

I’ve been submitting to him since we left our worlds behind so he can make that announcement in front of about a dozen people in that dining room.

I’ve been in a daze since we sat at that table like I was his queen and he was my king, and we had people we were responsible for around us.

I had a hard time eating or drinking while he felt in his element. As time passed, I figured out my role and started to embrace it.

We left late, and he booked this hotel room before ordering all sorts of delicacies and drinks for us.

We barely made it to the room and the food arrived.

It didn’t take long, and we were finally alone.

Without a word, he removed his coat and mine and showed me what he meant by being his, body and soul.

He asked me to shed my clothes, and I did, and when I stood naked in front of him, he took his suit jacket and his tie off, dropped them on a chair, and started to unbutton his dress shirt.

Next, he unbuckled his belt and drove his zipper down.

In one move, he scooped me up, and lowered himself with me in his arms into one of the large armchairs in the room.

With my knees on either side of him, I waited to feel the head of his erection against my entrance and slid down without the slightest foreplay.

He was hard as steel and I was soaking wet.

“It’s been too damn long,” he said, and I knew what he meant.

The time we were apart felt like punishment.

I shudder at the thought of how he felt inside me even now.

I couldn’t believe that I was locked with him again.

That I could drink out of that cup of lust.

That I could think about him like he had become a permanent fixture in my life.

Was I ready for the permanence he wanted from me?

I didn’t think so.

And he probably didn’t think about it at length.

It was something he needed to do, and he did it.

We didn’t know what our future would look like.

We just had to find a way to stitch our lives together.

And because there were so many gaps and unknowns, we did it the way we did.

In one swoop, he connected me to him, giving me more than the certainty of a life with him.

He gave me a life sentence.

And I didn’t even blink.

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