but body is weak
broken
bleeding
cannot even lift head
pathetic
useless
failure
she deserves better feast than this
deserves complete devotion
total surrender to her light
maybe after rest
maybe after healing
but...
something is wrong
do not want to hurt her
do not want to tear moonlight
she curls closer
seeking warmth
hair spills across my skin
silver silk
just like in dreams
should pull away
should protect her from me
but cannot move
cannot think
can only feel her pressed against me
small
fragile
precious
most precious thing that exists