trusting
press face into her hair
breathe in scent of moonlight
of home
of peace
she sighs
content
happy
because of me?
it cannot be
she has already given me so much
would give anything in return
everything
but have nothing to give
except protection
except devotion
except self
broken as it is
she seems to want anyway
cannot understand why
but will not question
will simply accept
like everything else with her
it is a gift
Chapter
Forty
AZAREL
The pristine white walls of the Surhiiran outpost rise from the stone that stretches on for miles around me, the wind whipping my dark gray military coat around my legs.
It's clear I don't belong here.
Not anymore.