Page 109 of Unhinged Omega

even though i am a failure

a useless broken thing

cannot give her what she wants

what her new song begs for

growl builds in throat

frustrated

angry

at self

at makers

at world that turned me into this

maybe in another life

i would deserve to be near her

to walk the same earth as her

she deserves better

deserves a whole alpha

not this abomination

her scent fills air

it is maddening

makes thoughts hazy

makes control slip

want to grab her

to hold her

to...

to what?

have no words for this new hunger

this new need

claws dig into earth

tearing up soil

must stay still

must not move

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