easing her back
when tremors stop
when breathing slows
when hands release hair
withdraw carefully
lower mask quickly
hide monster
look up
wondering
waiting
worrying
her eyes still closed
keeping promise
respecting boundary
perfect trust
"Can I open my eyes?" she pants
i growl in affirmation
violet eyes open again
searching mine
she reaches for me
pulls me up
closer
between her legs again
"I want you," she says
simple words
impossible meaning
undeserved gift
position at entrance
press against slick heat
wait