“Thank you.” I took one out, sat down in the creaky chair opposite of her, and updated her on the afternoon’s happenings—the booked podcast interviews, the revised itineraries, the newly confirmed bookstore events. Rhonda and I worked like a well-oiled machine. There was a reason everyone said I was her second-in-command—and I hoped to be her successor someday. Everyone figured I would be.
Rhonda put her almonds away and turned to her computer as I began to get up, our meeting adjourned, until she said, “I saw you rescinded your request for vacation at the end of the summer. Is there a reason?”
“Oh, that.” I tried to look unruffled as I smoothed down the front of my crumpled blouse. At the end of the summer, my aunt and I always took our yearly trip abroad—Portugal one summer, Spain the next, India, Thailand, Japan, my passport cluttered with all the places we’d been together over the years. I had taken the exact same week off every August since joining Strauss & Adder, so of course Rhonda would notice when I decided not to go. “I decided that maybe my time would be best spent here, so I’m not going.”
Ever again.
She gave me a strange look. “You’re kidding. Clementine, you haven’t taken a day off all year.”
“What can I say? I love my job.” I smiled then because itwastrue. I did love my job, and it was a good distraction from...everything, and if I kept concentrating on the things in front of me,the grief wouldn’t catch up with me at two in the morning like it wanted to.
“I love my job, too, and I still took a vacation this year to the Maldives. Had a great massage there—I can give you the number for my guy if you end up going.”
Oh, yes, because I could afford that. Well, maybe now that I owned my aunt’s apartment, I could. I pushed a strained smile across my face. “I’m fine, really—and besides,Boston in the Fallis coming out that week, and you know that author issopersnickety. I’d rather deal with him than make Juliette handle—”
“Clementine?” she interrupted. “Take your damn accrued vacation. That’s why you have it.”
“But—”
“Your request to rescind your request is denied.”
“I’m not going on vacation anymore, though,” I said, trying not to panic. “I refunded my tickets!”
She gave me a look over her red-frame glasses. “Then you have two months to figure out what else you want to do. Half of our collection is travel guides—borrow one. I’m sure you’ll get inspired. You’ll need a vacation, after all.”
“I really don’t think I will.”
In reply, she swiveled her chair toward me again with a sigh, and took off her glasses. They hung from a beaded strap around her neck. “Fine. Close the door, Clementine.”
Oh, no. Quietly, I did what I was told—albeit a little hesitantly. The last time she asked me to close the door, I found out she fired the marketing designer. I sat down again, a bit gingerly. “Is... is there something wrong?”
“No. Well. Yes, but nothing bad.” She steepled her fingers and gave me a long look. She wore dark mascara and darker eyeliner around her eyes, and they always made her looks all the moreintense. “You are sworn to secrecy, Clementine, until the time is right.”
I straightened in my chair. This was big, then. Was it a new book? A celebrity memoir? Was Strauss selling the company? Did Michael in HR finally quit?
She said, “I’m planning to retire at the end of the summer, but I only want to go knowing Strauss and Adder is in good hands.”
I didn’t think I heard correctly. “You—what?Retire?”
“Yes.”
I didn’t know what to say.
There weren’t words enough to describe my profound—sadness? Disappointment? Strauss & Adder without Rhonda was like a body without a soul—a bookshelf without any books. Shebuiltthis company with Strauss—every single one of its bestsellers over the last twenty years came from her.
And she wanted toretire?
“Don’t give me that look,” Rhonda said with a nervous laugh. She was never nervous. So she wasn’t pulling my leg. She was telling the truth. “I’ve done my time! But I’m not going to leave if this ship’ll sink without me. I’ve put too much of my life here,” she added, seemingly as an afterthought to hernameon the business. “However, only you and Strauss know at the moment, and I’d like to keep it that way. Who knows what kind of piranhas the news will attract once it’s official.”
My mouth was dry. “O... okay?”
“In the meantime, I want you to take the lead on most projects and acquisitions this summer, to see how you fare. I’ll be in the meetings, obviously, but let’s just call it a dry run.”
“To see if I can manage with you gone?”
She gave me a baffled look, and then she laughed. “Oh, no, dear, to take my place!”
If I wasn’t already sitting down, my knees would have given out immediately. Me—take Rhonda’s place? I only half listened as she told me how hard I worked, how exemplary I was, how I was exactly the kind of woman she’d been at my age, and that this was the kind of opportunity she would kill for. What better way to foster the future than to give the future a chance to succeed?