“Yes.” Imoaned as his finger brushed over the tight rim.
“Good.” He bitmy jaw, the slight tinge of pain sending a flush of heat over my skin. “Becausewe’re about to break the condom, pet.”
***
Several hours later andSammy was still inside of me. He had meant what he said when he told me we weregoing to go all night. He had stamina I never experienced before. We onlystopped to have a glass of water and that was it.
“It’s beenhours, pet,” Sammy murmured in my ear.
I was on mystomach with him towering over me. I couldn’t even remember how many orgasms hehad given me, but I did know that I was tired and hungry. My stomach growled,earning me a deep chuckle.
“We’llfinish and then I’ll feed you.” He kissed my shoulder and made good on hispromise. He fucked me fast which resulted in both of us having our releases atthe same time. I didn’t even think I had it in me to come again, but I did.
Sammy hadalso been right. We broke the original condom and never used another one. Hepromised me he was clean after someone he knew had a scare that forced him toget checked out each month as a precaution.
“I don’tthink I’ve ever gone that long before,” I told him as he slid off the bed.
“We were inthe woods for about an hour before I brought you back here too,” Sammy remindedme.
I liftedonto my elbows, every muscle in my body protesting at the movements. “I need ashower but I’m tired.”
“Come.”Sammy pulled me off the bed. “I’ll wash you.”
“Wash me?” Was he serious?
“Yes.” He paused. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
Memories I didn’t want to think about tried sneaking their wayin, but I stopped them. I had to because in the short time I had known Sammy, Ialready knew that he was nothing like Aaron.
I went to walk past Sammy when he caught my upper arm.
“Talk to me,” he demanded gently.
We were standing there in the doorway to the bathroom. Naked,covered in the scent and aftermath of the sex we shared. I was sure I had markson my body from his rough touch and I knew for a fact he had scratches on hisback.
“Red.” Sammy released my arm and gave my ass a light swat. Itwasn’t hard enough to cause any pain, but it was just firm enough that it gotmy intention. Which, I was sure, was the point. “I have no intention of hurtingyou. Should I have manned up and approached you sooner? Maybe. But I also knowthat you’ve been hurt. By Aaron. Someone else. Several people maybe. I don’tknow. You’ll tell me when you’re ready. But hurting you is not my intention. Atall.”
“Why didn’t you approach me sooner? There has to be anotherreason besides you thinking that I was hurt by someone.” I didn’t like the factthat he could read me so well already.
“I wanted you to make the first move. I needed you to be readybecause I knew that once I had you, I was never letting you go.”
I laughed lightly.
He raised an eyebrow. “You think I’m kidding?”
“No.” I pulled from his grip and stomped past him. “Maybe? Idon’t know, Sammy. I hardly know you and I don’t have a good track record withguys. Especially bikers, so forgive me for being leery of what it is we’redoing.”
“We’re fucking, Red. Do I have feelings for you? Yes, but I’malso confused because I don’t know what those feelings are. So I’d rather usjust take it one day at a time.” Sammy came toward me, backing me into thecorner of the bathroom. He leaned his hands against the wall on either side ofmy head, caging me in. “Anything else that happens will be when we’re bothready.”
I had never met someone who was as honest as him. Most,especially the men I had been with, never told me how they felt. But the factthat Sam said he was confused about his feelings for me, proved that not allmen were the same.
“Why, Sammy, are you wanting more out of this? Are you wantingto fall in love with me? Get married and have babies with me? Are you going todo all of that and still fuck other women?” I knew it wasn’t fair to accuse himof things he hadn’t done but I blamed Aaron. I blamed him for everything. Andwhat hurt the most was that I couldn’t confront him about it.
“Don’t blame me for shit I haven’t done, Red.” Sammy croucheduntil we were at eye level. “I haven’t given you any reason not to trust me.Have I?”
My jaw clenched. “No. Not really.”
“Didn’t think so. Now, tell me what your issue is. I don’texpect you to reveal everything but you gotta give me something here, pet.”