She nods quicklyand I reach to the nightstand for my wallet, but her hand settles on my arm, stopping me. There’s a question in her gaze.
“What if we didn’t—” She searches my eyes, and the blush across her cheeks is so fucking endearing, my heart aches.
“Didn’t use a condom?” My eyebrows knit together.
She nods, and heat sears down my spine. The primal idea of coming inside Darcy floods my body with crackling electricity.
“I’ve never gone without one.”
“Me neither,” she whispers. “I’m on birth control. I started it last month.”
I can’t get a full breath. “Are you sure?”
She nods, biting her lip with a coy, embarrassed smile. “I want it, Hayden. I’ve been thinking about it.”
“Jesus.” I bury my head against the crook of her neck, letting out a dry laugh. She fantasized about me coming inside her? I’m not going to last more than ten seconds.
“We’ve had so many firsts together,” she says, toying her fingers in my hair, and Ismile and nod.
All the important ones have been with Darcy, and nothing before her mattered.
I notch myself at her warm, wet entrance. Her eyes are electric, and she’s breathing hard. When I push inside her tight heat, I’m home.
“Oh my god,” she whispers, closing her eyes. “I’m never getting used to how big you are.”
Pleasure rushes up my spine, tingling and tightening. I shouldn’t love hearing those words so much, but I do. I pause so she can adjust.
“Are you okay?” I grit through clenched teeth.
“Mhm.” She sighs, eyes rolling back. “You feel so good.” Her pussy pulses around me, and I scramble for control.
A hoarse noise scrapes out of me and I can feel the pleasure on my face. The way Darcy feels around me, gripping me, so warm and soft and wet, it flattens every thought in my head. I’m running on pure need, pure love for her.
“So fucking tight.” Already, I can feel the pressure coiling around the base of my spine. “I won’t last.”
“Do you need me to bring up Daniel?”
I burst out laughing, collapsing with my face against her neck. “You’re a sick little pervert, you know that?”
She giggles, and I lift my head to smile down at her, brushing the hair off her forehead.
“Admit it.” Her lips tip into the prettiest, pleased smile. “It helps, thinking about him.”
I shake with laughter. I love her. I love her so much my heart might give out.
But first, I want to make her come again. She gazes up at me with so much trust and love, and I get an idea.
“You want to try something new tonight?”
Heavy-lidded, her eyes flicker with interest. “Okay.”
I slip my hand beneath her, brushing my finger down thecrease of her perfect ass until I find her back entrance. Her breath catches.
“I want to touch you here,” I whisper in her ear. “I want to make you feel good.”
Her teeth sink into her bottom lip, and wariness fills her gaze. “I don’t want it to hurt.”
My veins rattle with the need to protect her, to lavish pleasure and love upon her, and to show her everything she’s never had.