Page 22 of Until I Break

“You are triggered,” Ryan says when I flinch as Calder touches my thighs.

“I think so,” I whisper.

“Talk about it. What are you thinking about?” Ryan asks.

“Troy only did this once, and… he, uh… bit me… Hard enough to make me bleed,” I admit. “It was years ago, but…”

“I won’t bite you,” Calder says, gently kissing my thigh. “I can’t promise I won’t make you come until you can’t handle it anymore, though.”

“That is a good idea,” Ryan says. “Finding your boundary early. Go until she says the safe word.”

“Oh lord,” I sigh.

“You have such a pretty pussy, Liza,” Calder says before gently flicking his tongue across my clit, making my entire body jerk. “You look incredible leaking come.”

“Fuck,” I moan when he pushes his tongue into my pussy.

Calder moves his chair closer before banding his arms around my thighs so my legs rest over the top of his arms. He grunts as he buries his face in my cunt and starts to eat Ryan’s come out of me. Between the licking and sucking, I am delirious with pleasure. He is keeping me on the edge as he cleans me.

“Tap if you need to stop,” Ryan says as he covers my mouth. When he pinches my nose closed, I arch off the table, and my eyes roll back. Calder starts sucking on my clit, and an orgasm suddenly bursts out of me. The feeling gets stuck in my belly when I still can’t breathe, and Ryan isn’t stopping. As my eyes start to flutter closed and I am nearly about to pass out, Ryan suddenly lets me breathe, and another orgasm stabs through me. I scream into his hand and rock my hips.

“Good girl, Liza. You come so pretty for us,” Ryan praises. “Julian, show her breath play.”

“Ryan, I…” he starts to say, but I pull him closer until I can lay his hand on my neck. He grunts and wraps his fingers aroundmy throat. Ryan keeps his hand on my head as Calder forces yet another orgasm to the surface. This time when Julian tightens his grip, I can’t breathe again, and pressure builds in my belly. I grab Julian’s hand and dig my nails into his wrist.

“Keep holding. She’s okay,” Ryan says when Julian starts to pull away. My eyes roll back, and just as my pleasure peaks, he releases my throat, and he covers my mouth as I scream through my orgasm. My arousal floods from my pussy, and Calder growls against my pussy as he drinks from my body. My legs are shaking, and I am weak. I don’t think I can do this anymore, so I force the word out.

“Red,” I choke out, but repeat myself so I know they heard me. “Red!”

Calder stops immediately, and I groan as I relax onto the table. Calder gently kisses my thigh, and they are silent as I catch my breath.

“Fuck, I need a nap,” I mutter,” making them chuckle.

“Look at me,” Julian says softly. When I open my eyes, he smiles softly and cups my cheek. “I am so damn proud of you, Eliza.”

“Why?” I ask.

“Because you reached your limit and spoke up immediately,” he says. “We have a long road ahead of us, but I promise I am right here with you.”

“Tell her,” Calder says to Julian.

“Tell me what?” I ask.

“I was sexually assaulted for years by my aunt,” he says. “She used BDSM and taught me… a lot. Some things were correct, but some led me to traumatizing other girls, thinking I was doing the right thing. I didn’t manage to get out of that situation until I was twenty. I found someone to teach me and Calder the proper way to be a Dom and swore I’d never hurt another person… Hurting you brought all that back up, and I am fighting with a lot of demons right now. I love you so damn much, Liza. I promise I am right here, and I am not going anywhere.”

“I love you too, Juli,” I say. “Thank you for telling me that.”

“Friday, I want you three at the club. Between now and then, I have very simple homework for you two,” Ryan says.

“Okay,” Calder says.

“Calder, fuck her. And I don’t mean nicely either. Read her body and take her whenever or wherever you think is best. She has shown she will speak up when she hits a limit, so trust that,” Ryan says. “Julian, I want you to let her lead however she chooses. If that means she sucks your dick until you come so many times that you cry, so be it. Switch and let her dominate.”

“I don’t trust that she won’t try and peg me,” Julian says with a smirk.

“Then you better pick a safe word and tell her where the lube is,” Ryan says. “You have fallen into a submissive role, so stay there until you are comfortable taking control back.”

“Okay,” Julian says.

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