Page 28 of Until I Break

“Are you bisexual?” I ask.

“I am,” he remarks.

“Can I request that Calder throat-fucks him and you fuck him?” I ask.

“How about this? I’ll let you lead, and you direct it all. If he doesn’t push back, push us until either he gets fucked or he fucks you.”

“And that won’t push him too far?” I ask.

“No. He told me yesterday that he thinks he needs to be pushed into it and to see that you like it, and he will be okay,” Ryan says.“I think following his lead is good because it’s not often that he will communicate that.”

“Hey,” Julian says, walking into the office.

“Hey, man,” Ryan greets him. “Y’all ready?”

“Yeah. I think Liza wanted to change before we go,” Calder says.

“Nonsense. She won’t be wearing clothes for long anyhow,” Ryan says.

“So… what exactly are we doing?” I ask.

“We are going to start with impact play. I think something on the lighter end of things will be good,” Ryan says. “Julian, I’d like to work her up to the bullwhip for you.”

“I’m sorry. What?” I ask.

“It doesn’t hurt unless I make it hurt,” Julian says. “When it’s done correctly, you can give as much or as little pain as you want.”

“I trust you,” I say.

“I would demonstrate how gentle it can be first,” he remarks with a smirk.

“Just… no belts,” I say. “Please.”

“No belts,” Julian says with a more confident smile.

“Now, you know we will get you mostly naked in front of the entire club, yes?” Ryan says.

“Uhm… Okay,” I say. “I won’t lie. I will struggle, but I will do my best.”

“We will be with you the entire time, and everyone will know to not talk to you unless they have our permission,” Calder says.

“I appreciate that.”

“Only the impact play stuff will be out in the open. We will go to a private room for what I have planned after,” Ryan says.

“Okay!” I say happily, knowing what he has plans for.

When we leave the office, we all get into Calder’s truck and go to the club. I suspect Ryan will end up with us tonight, especially with how things are playing out. Seeing these three men interact with one another, I can confidently say that feelings are there. I never doubted that Julian and Calder didn’t have something going on at some point. I’ve never seen anything, but they are too close to not have gone there at least once before.

We get to The Velvet Room and walk inside. We walk past the check-in desk and out onto the floor. Julian and Calder take my hands as we walk to the back portion of the play area. I notice several heads turn in our direction, but no one approaches as westop at a table. I feel like everyone is watching me suddenly, and it’s unnerving.

“Alright, Kitten,” Calder says. “Woah. What’s up?”

“I’m getting stared,” I say tearfully. I surprise myself with the sudden emotion, and it only forces the tears to roll down my cheeks. Calder steps in front of me and takes my face between his hands.

“Close your eyes and breathe with me for a moment,” Calder says. I can hear him despite the music playing through the building. It’s loud, but not overwhelmingly so. It mixes nicely with the sounds of leather and skin slapping together and the harmonization of moans and groans. When I relax, Calder gently kisses me. “People are intrigued because we never come or go with a woman. Ever. No one has ever seen it, so for you to come here with us speaks volumes about our relationship. No one is judging you, and if they are, it is out of jealousy. Okay?”

“Okay,” I say quietly.

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