“They’re my mates. None of us are going to be able to stop it,” I say. “Making them do that… it’s going to happen.”
“If they make you come, I’ll make sure it hurts when they fuck you,” Zypher says with a warning in his tone. I avert my eyes from his, not wanting to challenge him. I don’t know if I want to know what that means, but something tells me I do.
“Okay,” I say softly. He points for me to lie back, and I do as I am told.
“I’m so confused,”I tell Daemon.
“He’s trying to humiliate us, baby. This is our punishment,”Daemon says. Zypher tells Daemon to begin and he obliges him by stepping closer to me. Zypher moves my legs so that I am opened up to Daemon.
“Shit,” I sigh and try to relax when Daemon grabs my thighs and pulls my ass to the end of the table. Dear Gods, how I have missed his touch.
“You’ll look that relieved at my touch when I become your mate?” Zypher asks.
“It’ll be instinctive,” I say honestly.
“Go on,” Zypher says. “Clean her.”
Daemon digs his fingers into my thighs as he spreads me further for him. I try to stifle a moan when his mouth meets my pussy. Behind it is a wave of panic. “No, no, no,” I whimper. Daemon pulls back.
“I didn’t say stop,” Zypher snaps.
“She’s going to panic if you don’t let him talk to her,” Kael says simply. “Or at least you talk to her.” My mates almost encouraging Zypher to talk to me, has him abandoning staring down Daemon and turning to me.
“What’s your problem?” he asks.
“Nothing. I’m sorry,” I say tearfully. I am shaking uncontrollably while memories of that witch stabbing me flood my mind.
“Gods… Just talk to her,” Zypher says with a sigh.
“Really?” Morwen asks.
“If I want her to agree to stay with me, that means having compassion. Not everyone can be devoid of emotion like you, Brion,” Zypher snaps at him.
“What’s going on?” Daemon asks me softly.
“I can’t get it out of my head,” I whimper.
“Be more specific so he understands, sweetie. What’s going on?” Daemon asks softly.
“That witch. I can’t stop thinking about what he did. It doesn’t matter who’s touching me. It makes me feel like I’m going to get hurt again,” I explain.
“What witch?” Zypher asks.
“One of the witches that was working with you. He hurt me.” I say.
“What is she talking about?” Zypher asks my mates.
“This reaction is coming from a witch who used some kind of fog to paralyze everyone. He came into the tent and ate her out while none of us could move. After, he ended up stabbing her, and she almost died. She was healed, but she got real close. He basically tortured her, and no one could help her,” Daemon says.
“I was hoping you were triggering her,” Zypher says honestly before turning to me. “No one is going to stab you or torture you, Lilith. You’ve not done anything deserving of that right now.”
I nod. “I know. Thank you.”
“Go again,” Zypher says. I’m slightly less panicked when Daemon brings his mouth to my pussy. His tongue dives into me, and I moan softly. Daemon does as he is told and uses his tongue to clean me. His tongue feels like heaven as it slides into my pussy and ass. He can’t help but tease my clit and suck on me.
“Oh Gods,” I gasp. Zypher suddenly turns me on the table and forces Daemon to move with me. My head dangles off the edge, and Morwen steps up and thrusts his dick down my throat. He starts to face-fuck me as Daemon pulls an orgasm to the surface. My groans and whimpers are driving Morwen crazy. I turn that energy against him and suck him down hard. I can feel him weaken, so I suck harder as Daemon pulls a deliciously intense orgasm out of me.
“Kael,” Zypher says as Morwen steps away. Kael comes over and replaces Daemon. Zypher supports my head and pushes down my throat as Kael starts to eat me next. I moan loudly around him, and he thrusts harder. Zypher pinches and twists my nipples, making the orgasms my mates give me more intense. I suck on him as hard as I can and use it to drain his energy. I know that I’m getting punished for having an orgasm, but it’s so fucking worth it. Having my mates touch me is possibly the worst mistake he could’ve made. Reminding me of what they feel like and how they make me fall apart for them will only make me want to fight harder to get free.