Her brows furrow and she frowns, but she slowly edges towardme.
I breath out, easing the tension once her warm body presses againstmine.
“I’ve never brought a girl herebefore.”
She glances up at me, giving me a look that says she doesn’t believe me. “Right.”
“Ye don’t believeme?”
“The giant box of condoms would suggestotherwise.”
I chuckle, which makes her frown deepen. “I stashed those here years ago. Perfect place for my mom not to findthem.”
She gives a little grunt and shakes her head, thenyawns.
“Ye’retired?”
“I’m not used to…drinking in the middle of theday.”
I pull her closer when I feel her start to pull away. I’m not even sure it’s a physical reaction, or more of a mental one, but it bothersme.
I hear her small sigh, but a few seconds later her body slowly relaxes into mine. Her palm and cheek rest against my chest. Minutes later, her breathing has changed, and I know she’sasleep.
I’ve never been one to be satisfied. No matter what life gave me, I’ve always wanted more, or something different. Only in my music have I ever found any realsatisfaction.
But here, now, with Makena, I feel that same sense ofcontentment.
I know it won’t last. It’s just the initial rush of something new. That’sall.
But it doesn’t make me want it, want her, anyless.