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Because Jayshouldjust always be there, in Alexei’s arms. There was no other reality that made sense.

Alexei tried, at first. He really did. They’d just both had something of a shock, and emotions were running high. So he did his best to keep the kiss chaste and sweet, to not give in to his inner greed for more, alwaysmore.

But soon enough Jay was slipping his tongue into Alexei’s mouth, seemingly hungry as ever for every bit of Alexei’s touch, and Alexei couldn’t resist matching his pace, meeting him hunger for hunger.

So it didn’t take long until Jay was writhing in Alexei’s lap, rubbing his ass—intentionally or not—up against Alexei’s clothed erection.

Alexei groaned his complaint when Jay finally broke the kiss.

“What I said before?” Jay asked, panting and rocking against Alexei’s cock, practically riding it. Jesus fucking Christ.

Alexei tried to focus through the fog of his lust to find Jay’s meaning. When he did, an electric shock of desire ran through him. “You mean penetrative sex, kitten?”

Jay nodded eagerly, latching onto Alexei’s lips again before breaking off, looking ridiculously shy all of a sudden for someone who was humping Alexei’s lap like there was no tomorrow. “Um, if you still want me?”

Alexei’s answering laugh was strangled. “I can’t breathe without wanting you, kitten.” The surprised delight on Jay’s face almost broke Alexei’s heart. Because fucking hell, had Jay really thought Alexei would sayno? “We’re sticking with our after-dinner plans, sweetheart. Most definitely.”

Jay moved as if to scramble off Alexei’s lap, but Alexei tightened his arms and kept him close, rising off the couch and taking Jay with him, his little vampire fitting so easily into his arms. “I’ve got you, kotyonok.”

Jay beamed up at him and wrapped his legs around Alexei’s hips. “So strong for a human.”

“Please, kitten. You’re light as a feather.” Alexei carried Jay in the direction of the bedroom, trying not to lose his mind at the way Jay tucked his head into the crook of Alexei’s neck, sniffing at him like Jay could consume him via scent alone.

Jay’s room was as neat and tidy as one would expect, other than a stack of drawings scattered haphazardly on his bedside table.

Alexei didn’t waste too much time taking in the view, tossing Jay immediately onto the bed, more out of a desire to hear Jay’s answering giggle than any willingness to let him out of his arms.

Jay didn’t stay put where he landed, instead scrambling over to the bedside table and opening the drawer there—still giggling wildly—and pulled out a bottle of lube and then, much more hesitantly, a package of foil-wrapped condoms. “Um, so as a vampire, I can’t give you anything bad, even if it weren’t my first time. But if you’d feel better with these…?”

Alexei froze in place, standing there at the foot of the bed, his cock so hard it was becoming painful. Jay was giving him the option to go bare? Fuckingfuck. “We don’t need them,” he said, his voice coming out gruffer than he’d intended. But Jay only beamed back at him, clearly pleased at his decision, and shut the condoms back into the drawer before bringing himself and the bottle of lube once more to the middle of the bed.

“So, um, I’ve looked it up. I know I need to…prepare myself. Stretch myself.” Jay looked pointedly at the bulge in Alexei’s jeans. “Your penis is quite large, you know.”

Alexei bit back his smile at that, trying to keep his face as serious as this moment warranted. He considered the incredible appeal of Jay working himself open, learning to coax his body into accepting Alexei’s cock. But ultimately the desire to have his hands on Jay as much as possible won out. “You know what I’d like, kitten?” he asked. “What would make me feel really good?”

“What?” Jay bounced up onto his knees with the question, eager as ever to please.

“If you’d let me do it for you. Just relax back and let me take care of you. I can make it feel so good for you.”

“You’d like that?” Jay asked, cocking his head, the skepticism clear in his voice. “Really?”

Oh boy. Alexei’s little acts-of-service vampire, so thoroughly trained to meet the needs of others.

“You have no idea how much, kotyonok.”

Jay gave him another skeptical head tilt but ultimately nodded shyly before scrambling to get undressed. Alexei followed suit at a slightly more sedate pace. Not because he was any less eager but because his goddamn fingers weretrembling, he was embarrassed to note.

It was just…to share this first with Jay, to bond them together in this way. Alexei wanted it so fucking much. Probably too much. More than he’d ever wanted anything.

He felt like his gaze left Jay only for a moment, only for enough time to get his shoes and jeans off, and when Alexei focused back on the bed, his breath left him in a rush.

Jay was sprawled on top of the covers on his back, fully nude, hard cock leaking on his stomach, his face looking flushed and unbelievably happy, with his legs held up and back by his head.

He’d literally folded himself in half for Alexei’s ministrations, not a drop of coyness in his gorgeous body.

“Look at you, kitten,” Alexei groaned, palming his own hard cock. “So good for me. What a fucking gift you are.”

Jay squirmed with pleasure at the praise, but he didn’t release his hold on his legs. Of course he didn’t. Such a good fucking boy for Alexei.

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