Page 72 of Into the Shadows

“I’m supposed to be worshipping you,” Teddy grumbles.

“And you can. After I worship you first.” I don’t give him time to protest. I wrap my lips around his hard cock, licking around his head until he’s cursing. His fingers spear into my hair on the side of my head. He’s not directing me yet, but I set out to make him lose control enough to take over.

I hollow my cheeks, sucking him as deep as I can before sliding back up. I tongue the sensitive underside of his head while my other hand jacks him at his base.

“Fuck, baby.” His hips give a little jerk like he wants to thrust but is holding himself back.

I pull away just enough to tell him what I want. “Let go. Use me exactly how you want to.”

Those midnight-blue eyes darken as he stares at me. I open my mouth and put my hands on his thighs.

“Pinch me if it’s too much.”

When I nod, he starts to thrust. He moves slowly at first, and when I don’t back down, his hips move faster.

I gag a couple of times, but it seems to spur him on rather than make him stop. Tears sit on my lash line while Teddy stares down at me with awe in his face. It’s exactly what I wanted from him.

“I can’t.” He pulls away. “I want to come all over your face right now, but I want to be inside you more.”

I shiver at his words. Teddy grabs me under my armpits and flips me over the side of the bed. His nimble fingers have my pants and underwear around my ankles in seconds, while I yank off my shirt and bra. Then he’s pushing my face into the comforter, forcing my ass to stick up in the air. Teddy spreads my cheeks apart, giving him the perfect view of me. I gasp as his tongue swipes through my arousal and flicks my clit. He’s on a mission to drive me as crazy as I made him, and it’s working. I grind my pussy against his mouth, chasing the high only he can provide.

The second I hit the edge of my orgasm, Teddy stands. “You’ve turned me into an animal, Sparkles. I’m going to fuck you like I hate you right now, but I swear to God I love you with every breath in my lungs.”

I reach back, needing more contact with him as he lines his cock up with my pussy. My fingers dig into his hip when he thrusts inside me. The stretch is intense, matching every sensation roaring through my body. I need his brutality to rid us of the overwhelming worry and anxiety we both went through tonight. It was too much for us to wipe away as if it never happened.

The slap of Teddy’s hips against my ass rings through the air. It’s a bawdy sound that sets the tone for our moods.

He’s always been extremely cognizant of me while we make love. Right now, he’s seeking his pleasure first, and I am meant to take everything he’s giving. I soak it up like a sponge. It’s as if he’s no longer walking on eggshells around me. He’s not worried I’m going to break if he loses control.

The control has slipped, and now he’s taking it out on me.

I love every single second of it.

He reaches around me and strums my clit with the pads of his fingers while gripping my hair at the base of my head. The juxtaposition of pain and pleasure sets me off. I explode around him, screaming his name as my body flies to heights I’ve never been before.

“Oh, fuck,” Teddy grunts. He shudders behind me, thrusting into me with reckless abandon. When he comes, it’s with my name on his lips. It fills me with power I never knew I could possess. He owns me, heart and soul, but I own him just the same.

I melt into the mattress, my chest heaving as I try to catch my breath. Teddy’s sweaty forehead lands on my shoulder. His puffs of air send chills down my spine.

“What the fuck just happened?” he breathes out, making me laugh. “Oh, Jesus.” Teddy shivers and slides out of mybody. “Sensitive.” He kisses my shoulder blade. “Stay there. I’ll get something to clean us up.”

That’s not a difficult request to follow. I can’t even feel my legs right now. Every single muscle in my body feels like jelly. I don’t think I could move even if I wanted to.

A pop to my ass cheek startles me. “This ass. I swear, all you have to do is turn around, and I’ll fall to my knees every time.”

I hum. “I’ll have to keep that in mind for next time.”

Teddy laughs as he cleans me up. He scoops me into his arms when he’s done and arranges us so we’re on our sides, our noses almost touching. Neither of us can seem to stop touching the other. “I’m sorry, Sparkles. I wanted to show you how much I love you. Instead, I lost control.”

I cup his bearded cheek. “You gave me exactly what I asked for. We both needed to purge our emotions until we were level again. This was the best way to do that while reconnecting us. I loved it.”

“You’re sure?”

I smirk. “Mm-hmm. I’m supremely satisfied.”

A smug smile quirks the corner of his mouth. “Good.” He kisses me on the nose.

I hug him to my chest, his arms wrapping around my waist. “Rest, my love. We can talk more tomorrow. Okay?”

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