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“Fuck, Vinny. Harder…” I was begging.

He pulled back and paused before slamming into me again. “Don’t ever question my loyalty to you. I’m yours and you’re mine. You understand me?” He was punishing me with pleasure, with every thrust feeling deeper than the last. “Let me hear it from you, Bianca.”

“You’re mine...and I’m yours.” He was up on his knees now, hooking my legs over his shoulders as he continued at his punishing pace. He turned his head and kissed my leg. I felt like I was going to explode. I was so close.

“Vinny, I’m so close. Get behind me.” He pulled out, flipping me over and grabbing my hips to angle up toward him.

“Fuck, Bianca. This ass…” We were slicked with warm sweat. He grabbed my hips and held on as he fucked me hard and fast. “You’re it for me, Bianca. Always.”

I wanted to cry and come at the same time because I knew he meant it. I had just been overwhelmed with everything and it had gotten the better of me. “Oh god, Vinny, I’m gonna come... fuuuuck.”

“Come, Bianca. Fucking let go.” Soon we were falling apart together.

He laid down. I laid on top of him, breathing heavy. “I’m sorry, Vinny for how I reacted.”

“It’s ok baby.” He kissed the top of my head. “I love you.” He grabbed my chin with his hand, tilting it up so I could look at him and said, “You and me, always.” I smiled and tucked my head, wiping away the tear that snuck out before he could see it. “Get some sleep baby.” So, we did, drifting off to dreamland.

Chapter 11

Catarina

Dear Diary,

Dinner with Vinny last night was wonderful. He loved my cooking and he stood up for me. He cares about me. He’s always rescuing me and making sure I’m ok. I’m going to do my best to make sure he always has everything he needs. I want to be who he needs, and I want him to feel comfortable enough coming to me… for anything. Hopefully tomorrow our dinner goes a little smoother.

I heard something or someone upstairs in the kitchen. I wondered if one of the kids had gotten out of bed. Climbing out of bed, I slid into my slippers and tip toed upstairs so not to wake Vinny and Bianca.

When I reached the top of the stairs, I didn’t see anyone, so I went to the fridge to grab some water. When I closed the door, I was startled to see Vinny coming around the corner. I jumped backwards, and it caused me to hit my lower back on the edge of the counter. “Ow! Shit.”

“Oh Cat, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you. I came down to get some water. Are you alright?” He whispered. Not only was it Vinny at night, in the dark, but it was a shirtless Vinny, at night, and in the dark. He was covered in tattoos. I never knew this about him. I was gawking.Close your mouth, Catarina.“Cat, are you ok?”

“Um…yes. I’m sorry. I’m fine. You scared me. I just bumped my back against the counter. I’m sure it’ll be fine.”

“I’m really sorry.” He was whispering while he grabbed the jug and poured himself a glass. “I’m gonna head back to bed. Are you sure you’re alright?”

“Yes, of course. I’m fine. Ganite, Vinny. Sleep well.” He was beautiful. He smiled, turned, and headed upstairs.

When I got back down to my room, I closed the door and leaned my head against it. Why does he have to be so gorgeous. Sleep. I just needed to sleep this off.

*

It was time to get the kids up and ready for school. After my shower, I went upstairs and got them out of bed. Vinny and Bianca’s door was still closed. I didn’t know whether they were already up or not, and I didn’t see anyone in the kitchen.

Opening the kids’ doors, I said, “Come on you guys. We need to get going so you’re not late.”

“Ms. Cat, will you always live with us?” Angelo was precious.

“I would love to always live with you, Angelo. Who knows what’ll happen.”

“Well, I hope you can live with us for a long time. You’re the bestest.”

“The best,” I gently corrected with a chuckle.

“Yeah…that’s what I said.”

“Ok, wise guy. Come on. Grab your sister’s hand.”

*