My attention darted to Mason, hoping she’d be rational about all of this. Unfortunately, she wasworsethan him.
“Youdidpromise that we could have somefunlater… and it’s later.” Her eyes met mine. The hunger in them was enough to make me sweat. She reached for my hand, pulling me closer before resting my palm on her breast. “I want youboth.”
The feeling of her soft flesh under my hand was enough to send blood rushing to my cock. This wasn’t a place for us to do this, but the temptation of the two of them together was too much to resist.
So, against my better judgment, I softly massaged the area. Mason’s eyes fluttered shut as her lips parted.
“See, that’s not so bad, is it?” Sebastian cooed.
Mason gasped as I squeezed her a little harder, and Sebastian was right… This wasn’t bad, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that it waswrong. I’d slept with both of them before, but right now, I knew in my heart this wasn’t what I should have been doing and that it was up to me to step back.
My erection protested the idea of quitting just as the fun started, but it felt like one of the two of them was using sex to hide from something, and for the first time, it wasn’t Mason.
“Y’all have your fun,” I said, moving away from them. “I’ll wait in the truck. Once you’re done, we can head home.”
They both protested but didn’t push the issue. As I retreated into the safety of my truck, I knew Sebastian and I had to have one hell of a conversation.
Part of me hoped that when I said no, the two would follow suit. Unfortunately, I was dealing with not one buttwobrats. If left to her own devices, I had a feeling Mason would’a quit. But Sebastian seemed to spur on her bad behavior. Not only that, but they seemed to be louder because of me.
The sound of moans and slapping skin practically echoed in the cab of my truck as they went hard enough for the whole vehicle to rock. When they were finished, her legs were so wobbly that she couldn’t walk to the truck cab on her own. If that wasn’t proof enough that he did a good job fucking her, she fell asleep within ten minutes of our drive back home.
For what felt like forever, the truck fell into a comfortable silence, one only broken by the soft sounds of Mason’s breathing and the occasional passing car. A silence that lasted until Sebastian cleared his throat.
“Can I askwhyyou wouldn’t sleep with us?” His clipped tone hinted at the fact that I offended him.
I scratched my chin, focusing on the road, and acted like I didn’t have an answer he didn’t already know.
“I told ya, it was cold.”
“I am aware of what you said, but your body language suggested that was a lie.”
“It wasn’t a lie,” I argued. “Just a…. Half truth?”
That seemed a safe way to put it. I wasn’t interested in fucking in any conditions that’d cause my dick to freeze off, but it didn’t take a genius to know there was more to the situation.
“Then what’s the whole truth? Do you not want to fuck me anymore?” His words were laced with a type of hurt I recognizedwell.
It was something I’d heard in Mason’s voice when she felt like she was doing something she shouldn’t. Instantly the wordunenthusiastic handjobappeared in my mind, but Seb didn’t seem like the type that could be bothered by something like that, not in the long run.
“Why do we gotta fuck? Can’t we just talk?”
My gaze drifted over just in time to see Sebastian’s jaw drop. “What–Is sex not enough?”
For the first time since meeting him, I wondered if he had more in common with Mason than I originally thought, butnotin a good way. Mason’s trauma was the kind you could work around while in a relationship, but Seb’s seemed to be the kind that stemmed from a relationship. So, while I didn’t know the previous guy he was with or what happened between them, I knew damn sure what I needed to do now.
“Seb… I can’t do this anymore.”
Chapter 38
Sophia
I leaned over the counter of the kitchen, completely enthralled with everything Cameron was telling me. How the heck had he and Sebastian been getting hot and heavy without me knowing? And, why didn’t he tell me sooner? Also!Why wasn’t I invited?
Ugh. It seemed like everyone was able to get Sebastian to have sex with them other than me.
It couldn’t have been that I wasn’t his type. I was hot, smart, and funny. That made me everyone’s type!
“So, you seriously not only rejected the chance to fuckbothof them under the stars, but you told him you couldn’t do it anymore?” I gasped. Then, I realized that couldn’t be where the juicy details ended. “What did he do then?”