Page 66 of The Marriage Policy

I work my finger in and out of him, mesmerized by the sight of it, as if this is the first time I’m seeing it. I’ve already become an expert in having my fingers in Donovan’s ass, but knowing that this time it’s a step I take before fucking him makes it feel like a whole new experience.

“I can’t believe my cock is gonna be in here, D.”

He pushes his ass back against me. “I can’t fucking wait. I want it so bad.”

“Yeah? You hungry for it? You want my dick in your pretty little hole?” It feels so wild being able to talk to Donovan this way, so…right? Easy? Natural? All of the above. Well, those, and it’s hot as hell too.

“So much. I missed being fucked.”

An unfamiliar possessiveness overtakes me, this part of me I’ve never known that doesn’t want Donovan to miss being fucked by just anyone. I want him to only want to be fucked by me. “Yeah, but you’ve never had my dick before. It’ll be so much better, having your best friend, yourhusband, inside you. I need you to want my cock.”

“I do,” he says breathlessly, close to a whisper. “I want your cock.”

My dick twitches. I grab the lube, pumping some down his crack, then work two slick fingers inside him. He stretches around them so sexily. It feels so incredible just around my fingers, I can’t imagine what it’ll feel like to sink into his hot, tight body with my cock.

But first… “I want to see you use your dildo on yourself. I want to see what you do when you’re alone.”

Donovan looks at me over his shoulder. His brown eyes are alight with desire, but maybe nervousness too.

“You don’t have to be embarrassed to do anything in front of me, husband. You know that. But if you don’t want to, you—”

“No,” he cuts me off. “I want to. I’ve just never done it with someone watching me before.”

“Good.” It can be something that’s just between us. Fuck Malcolm or any other guy who didn’t realize how amazing Donovan is when they had him. They don’t deserve to see him this way, see him controlling his own pleasure.

Donovan climbs off me. “How do you want me?”

“I want to see your hole when you’re filling it…want to see your face too.”

“Okay.” He turns onto his back. I toss Donovan some pillows to prop himself up, before I lean against the headboard. He’s looking my way, legs spread, cock hard, his balls so full and tempting. “You gonna grab the dildo for me or what?”

“Oh shit. Yes. I guess that would help.”

It’s in the nightstand beside me. I take the package out of the drawer and remove the toy. It’s thick and veiny. I try to imagine seeing it inside Donovan, and I’m pretty sure my brain short-circuits. “Hurry,” I rush out, fumbling the cock as I pass it to him.

Donovan chuckles. “Eager much?”

“Fuck yes. Then after I watch that, it will be my turn to be inside you.”

I actually see Donovan wiggle as a shiver races through him. He licks the lips that I really like kissing. “Hurry. Yes. I’m on board with that.”

He takes the lube from the mattress and slicks up the dildo. I use some after him before my hand goes straight to my cock, giving it slow strokes while I watch him.

“Is this what you want to see?” With his legs back, Donovan rubs the tip of the toy against his hole.

“You know it is. Push it in. Let me see you take it.”

“Jesus, babe. It’s so hot to hear you talk to me that way.” He pushes at his rim, the dildo penetrating him. “Like this?”

I swear I nearly combust right then and there. Heat flares across my skin. “Yes.” My voice comes out hoarser than I would have anticipated.

Donovan keeps going, filling himself, opening himself up with the thick toy. Each inch makes me throb harder for him, brings me closer to the edge, wanting to rip the thing out of him and slam inside. But watching him is so amazing, I don’t want him to stop that either.

“How does it feel?” I ask, needing his words too.

“I’m full, stretched open. I fucking love it, but it’s not the same as the real thing. I can’t wait until I feel you thrusting inside me.”

Welp, that’s hands down one of the hottest things I’ve ever heard. “Soon. Show me how you want it. Show me how to fuck my husband.”

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