He heated water over the fire in a small, dented metal cup salvaged from theSeraphyne, its surface scarred but still functional -- like so much of our human technology here.
He carefully measured a pinch of the leaves into the hot water, the fragrant steam rising between us. He passed the cup to me, his fingers brushing mine briefly in the exchange. The casual contact sent a surprising jolt up my arm.
I quickly looked down at the steaming liquid, hoping the dim firelight hid the sudden heat I felt rising in my cheeks.
As the warmth of the tea spread through me, the chaotic visualizations that constantly flickered at the edge of my awareness began to sharpen, to clarify.
The jagged edges of the disruptive sound patterns smoothed slightly, becoming easier to interpret, the overlapping frequencies separating into more distinct layers, like bringing a blurry image into focus.
The constant headache I hadn't fully realized I was enduring eased significantly, leaving behind a sense of weary clarity.
"Better?" he asked, watching me closely across the fire, his gaze missing nothing.
"Yes. Much," I admitted, surprised by the efficacy of the simple herb. "It filters the noise, clarifies the patterns. It's like... cleaning a distorted signal."
I looked towards the west, towards the unseen source of the disruption, the memory of the ridge sharp in my mind. "From the ridge today... before the rockfall... I saw it clearly for a moment. A shimmer in the air, miles away, pulsing with a slow, irregular rhythm. It resonated with my markings, even at that distance. A cold feeling, like touching charged metal. I think it's the source."
"The shell-stone path Kozlan described leads in that direction," Iros confirmed, his expression thoughtful as he processed this information. "Our destination aligns with your perception."
Just then, as if summoned by our words, a Shardwing cry echoed across the valley. It was still distorted, pained, carrying that jagged static overlay, but it felt distinctly less fragmented, less desperate than the calls I'd heard closer to the settlement.
My skin reacted with a sharp pulse, an automatic echo of the creature's distress, but the underlying structure of the call felt stronger, more coherent.
"They're still suffering," I whispered, straining to analyze the distant sound, filtering it through the lens of the kirna tea's clarity. "But... less intensely than yesterday. Did you notice their flight patterns seemed more controlled when we saw them from the ridge?"
Iros nodded slowly, his gaze turned towards the darkening valley where the cry had originated. "I did. And the land itself feels... calmer up here than it did lower down. The wrongness is still present, a discordant note beneath the surface, but it haslessened somewhat. Like a storm passing in the distance, its core moved further away."
We sat in silence for a while longer, the fire crackling softly, the only other sounds the distant, unsettling whispers of the mountain wind and the faint, deep hum that seemed to vibrate up from the stone itself.
I found myself intensely aware of Iros beside me—his physical presence filling the small cave, the breadth of his shoulders outlined against the firelight, the quiet intensity that radiated from him even in stillness.
The firelight played over the intricate golden lifelines visible on his forearms, patterns so different from my own silver markings, yet both seemed to respond to the strange energies of this world.
"Your people," I began hesitantly, breaking the silence again, needing to bridge the gap, to understand him better. "The Nyxari... you feel things deeply, don't you? Even if you don't always show it. When you spoke of your ancestors' failure... I felt it. The weight of it."
He turned his head slowly, his gaze searching mine in the flickering light. The directness of my question seemed to surprise him. He was silent for a long moment, considering his response.
"We value control," he said finally, his voice low and resonant, drawing me in. "Emotion is power, Jen. A current that can strengthen or destroy. It is not squandered or displayed carelessly among strangers, or even among our own sometimes."
He paused, his gaze holding mine, intense and unwavering. "But yes," his voice dropped further, becoming almost intimate, a vibration I felt more than heard, "we feel. Perhaps more intensely than your kind realizes, precisely because we strive so hard to master it. To feel without being consumed."
The admission hung in the air between us, heavy with unspoken meaning, a rare glimpse beneath the stoic warrior's formidable facade. It resonated with my own struggles to control the sensory overload my markings imposed.
I felt a sudden, powerful urge to reach out, to bridge the physical space separating us, to offer comfort for the ancestral trauma he carried, to acknowledge the shared burden of feeling too much in a universe that often felt hostile.
But I held back, unsure of crossing that invisible line, uncertain of how such a gesture would be received by this proud, controlled male. The cultural chasm between us still felt vast at times.
"We should rest," he said finally, his voice carefully neutral again, breaking the charged silence, though his eyes held a flicker of something raw and unguarded that belied the casual words.
He rose smoothly in one fluid motion and moved to check the perimeter of our small cave, his movements silent and economical, the hunter assessing his territory, ensuring our safety.
I wanted to call him back. Not for safety, but so I wouldn’t fall asleep before telling him something true, something soft, something that scared me.
As I settled into my own sleeping furs, pulling them tighter against the mountain chill, the memory of his hand on my back during the climb, the brief pressure of his body shielding mine during the rockfall, returned unbidden.
I felt the warmth spread through me again, a counterpoint to the cold stone beneath me and the lingering fear of the unknown technology awaiting us.
His quiet competence, his unexpected moments of shared understanding, the undeniable feeling of safety his presenceprovided despite the inherent dangers of our mission—it was all weaving together into something complex and compelling.