I keep my hand on Arliss’s thigh the whole ride back, stroking lazy, grounding circles with my thumb. Her head rests against my chest, and I can feel her finally start to relax—like she trusts me to carry this weight now.
And gods, I will.
Tonight I learned what real fear is.
It’s not pain.
It’s not war.
It’s not death.
It’s the emptiness of a future without her in it.
It’s the moment I saw her tied to that altar—my Arliss—bloodied and gagged like she was nothing more than a vessel to be used and discarded.
That was fear.
That was hell.
And I never want to feel it again.
But I would.
A thousand times. A million.
If it means I get to keep her.
If it means she stays safe.
If it means she stays mine.
The tires crunch the gravel outside our cabin, and Zeke parks without a word. He gives me a look as I climb out, one that says I got you, man, and I nod my thanks. He doesn’t follow us inside.
Good.
Because now it’s just us.
Inside, I settle her gently on the couch. She winces a little, and I growl low at the thought of her still being in pain, but she grabs my hand and pulls me down beside her.
“Kian,” she whispers.
* * *
“I’m here.” I kiss her knuckles, one by one. “I’ll always be here.”
The silence stretches between us, not awkward, just full.
Heavy with everything unspoken. Everything we haven’t said.
Until now.
I look into her eyes, and I know.
It’s time.
Time for more than promises whispered in the dark.
Time for truth. For choices. For the life we could have. If she still wants it.