Long enough to know I won’t be leaving this place.
Not alive.
The air presses against me, thick and wet, clinging to my skin like a second, rotting flesh.
The walls breathe.
I swear to God, they breathe.
In and out, slow and patient, like they're waiting for me to give up.
Maybe this is how it ends.
Not with a gunshot.
Not with the clean mercy of a blade.
But with slow, creeping madness—the pit itself swallowing me whole.
And the worst part?
It'sher.Aoife.
The sister I once swore to protect.The girl who used to wrap her arms around my neck and laugh into my chest.She was never supposed to see this life, let alone become a weapon sharpened by it.
But she put me here.
She watches from above, silent and cold.
She made the pit my grave before the dirt even touched me.
I squeeze my eyes shut, but it doesn’t stop the hallucinations.
Doesn’t stop the voices.
Bridget’s voice—“Come home, Ri.”
Saoirse’s laughter—“Daddy?”
I reach for them, clawing blind at the walls.
At first, I knew they weren’t real.
I told myself it was a memory.
Madness.
The dark playing tricks.
But now?Now I’m not so sure.
I speak to them.
I beg.
I promise.
I lie.