He ground their hips together, and Josh could feel how hard Daniel was. Jesus, fuck, the guy felt huge. How was this happening? Daniel Harper was the sexiest man Josh had ever seen, and he was interested in him. He must be dreaming or something, and he was going to wake up on his sofa with an embarrassing sticky patch in his pyjama bottoms.
“Fuck my rule,” said Josh, feeling bold.
The two glasses of wine had helped. He’d suggested a third, but Daniel had said they should call it a night as he wanted to respect Josh’s boundaries. That had given him a jolt of confidence, and he’d asked Daniel if they could have a third drink back at his place... and here they were.
They’d given the cab driver a bit of an eyeful as they’dkissed like horny teenagers on the back seat. Daniel had apologised and promised him a hefty tip.
“I’d rather fuck you than your rule,” said Daniel, thrusting up against him.
“Yes, please,” said Josh, sounding more needy than he’d intended.
Daniel broke the kiss and took Josh’s hand. He kissed it gently. Those stunning blue eyes were intoxicating. Josh could stare at them for hours. You could see some flecks of grey on the side of his brown hair, but Josh couldn’t believe he was twenty years older. He didn’t care, and it was only for one night, because a man like Daniel Harper would never be interested in more with someone like Josh. His plan for the year could be put on hold. This was one of those moments when you had to trust your gut or you’d regret it later in life.
“Shall we go somewhere more comfortable?” asked Daniel.
Josh nodded like an eager puppy. If he had a tail, he’d be knocking over ornamentsin his excitement. Daniel grabbed hold of his hand and guided him through the apartment. It was all on one level and looked spacious and modern, but Josh wasn’t paying attention. He was too horned up, and also nervous about being a disappointment.
They entered Daniel’s bedroom, and Josh caught the whiff of woodsy aftershave. He’d been smelling it on Daniel all evening, and he loved it – masculine and intoxicating. Daniel’s tongue was licking his neck. His hands had slipped under his shirt, and his rock-hard monster cock was grinding against Josh’s own equally hard dick. His body was being stimulated in several places, and Josh knew he should do something to Daniel – touch him – not just take all the pleasure. Daniel was unbuttoning his shirt as his mouth found his again, and Josh couldn’t do anything other than sink into the kiss as their tongues tangled. His hands moved up Daniel’s hips, and he pulled out his shirt so he could feel his skin. Joshfelt the hair on Daniel’s stomach – he loved hairy men. Neo had been shaved and plucked. Why Josh was thinking about that wanker in this moment, he wasn’t sure.
Underneath that hair were the ridges of abs. He knew Daniel would be the type to look after his body. He couldn’t resist, his hand going lower and feeling along Daniel’s length, and his breath hitched as he realised the size of it. That would not fit inside him, no matter how much he wanted it to.
“What’s wrong?” asked Daniel, looking into his eyes.
“Nothing,” he said with a smile, and moved forward to kiss Daniel.
Daniel held his face firm. It wasn’t forceful, it just felt... dominant, and all that did was make Josh’s cock pulse, soaking his underwear more. He was well aware of how much he was leaking.
“Talk to me, Josh. What do you want?”
He could feel his face getting warmer under Daniel’s gaze.
“I don’t think I’m...” Why was this so difficult?
“Do you want to stop?”
Josh shook his head.
“You don’t have to be embarrassed with me, Josh. I would never ask you to do anything you didn’t want to do.”
“Your dick is big.”
Daniel smiled and waggled his eyebrows. Josh couldn’t help but chuckle.
“It might betoobig.”
“We don’t have to do anything you’re uncomfortable with. I’d be happy doing anything with you, but let me assure you... I’ll get you ready and make it so good for you, you’ll be ruined for any other man.”
Josh laughed. When was the last time he’d laughed when he was like this with a guy? He couldn’t remember there ever being a time. Sex had always been about getting to the finish line as quickly as possible.
“Do you want to carry on?”
Josh nodded.
“I need to hear your words,” said Daniel, with a firmer tone that went straight to Josh’s cock.
“Yes. I want to... I want to try,” he said, looking away, feeling embarrassed.
Daniel used his hand to move Josh’s chin, so they had eye contact again.