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Chapter 10

Baker

The look on Seth’s face was brutal. It was easy to see that he blamed himself for me nearly being taken. Seth considered himself the in-charge alpha, so he would take it personally. Looking into his eyes, though, made me want to believe there was something more. Was it possible he’d started feeling something for me…like I had for him? I wanted to believe it. My heart begged me to. My head told me to slow my roll.

My body? Oh, hell. That was a totally different story altogether. I wanted him. I wanted him in every single carnal way my imagination could delight my senses with. As soon as I’d come into my right mind at the hospital, I’d immediately searched the room for him. When my eyes found him, I’d felt the calmness wash over me. That calmness, however, hadn’t lasted very long. As I’d lain there, having things shoved down my throat and up my nose, I’d also had to endure watching every damned person that walked into my cubicle look Seth up and down with the same hungry look that had to be on my face right now. They’d all wanted him and with all the shit crammed in every orifice of my body, I hadn’t been able to lay claim to him. I’d had no choice but to endure having my stomach pumped while having my heart stomped on at the same damn time. I’d been so fucking jealous, I’d expected everything they pulled from my body to be green.

I was tired of trying to fight or understand my feelings. Just so fucking tired. I’d stopped trying to question why I felt the way I felt about Seth. I didn’t need an explanation…I neededhim.

And I was tired of waiting.

“What are you thinking, Baker?” Seth asked softly. “I know I shouldn’t have left you alone. Trust me, I’ve beaten myself up every damned second since I realized you were gone. I fucked up. I know that.”

“Shut up, Seth.” He needed to get over acting like he was a he-man and I was the damsel in distress. I might be submissive in the bedroom and playroom, but I was as capable an agent as he was. Well…except for the fact that I’d gotten myself drugged and he hadn’t.

Seth looked shocked but didn’t make any attempts to fight back or defend himself. I stood up and he literally took a step back from me. It almost made me laugh. Almost. I was too turned on to laugh. He’d flaunted that hot body of his in front of me so often that he’d finally pushed me past my limits. Reaching down, I grabbed the hem of my shirt, pulled it over my head, and tossed it onto the couch. “The bedroom. Now.”

When walking past him, I noted his mouth gaped wide open. I kept walking, hoping he’d follow…trusting he’d never hurt me, physically or emotionally. I hadn’t taken too many steps until I heard him fall in behind me. An explosion of fireworks went off inside my body. I was nervous, yes, but far too aroused to let anything silly like nerves get in my way. In my head, Seth belonged to me. I belonged to Seth. It was past time we consummated the physical aspect of our relationship.

Inside the bedroom, my eyes went straight to the king-sized bed. The bedding was still rumpled from the morning. Knowing it would smell like Seth, my feet walked straight in that direction. I sat down on the edge and turned around to face him. As I suspected, he lingered in the doorway. His eyes were dark with arousal, but wary, as well.

Fuck, wary. I was tired of us dancing around each other.

“There’s no need to put on a show, Baker,” he said, nodding toward the opened balcony doors. “Landon’s men couldn’t find any sign of life behind the telescope. I thought I told you that already.”

I shrugged. “You did.”

The scrub pants they’d found me at the hospital were baggy, so it didn’t take much effort on my part. All I had to do was lift my hips up and shimmy straight out of them. Since the damned leather pants hadn’t left room for underwear, when the scrubs were removed, I was completely naked. I might be unsure of how Seth felt about me regarding any type of permanent relationship, but I knew he found my body attractive. This part, the sex, didn’t worry me. I might not be potential boyfriend material, but he wanted inside my body…exactly where I wanted him.

“What? Are you worried your performance might not be up to par?” I asked. I looked over my shoulder and nodded toward the doors, just like he’d done. I winked at him. “Don’t get stage fright, babe. I have faith in your, uh…” I looked him up and down before adding, “Abilities.”

He shook his head. “Fuck, Baker. Are you still high? I thought the doctor said all that shit was out of your system.” He turned around, like he was leaving and said, “Let me grab my phone. I’ll call the hospital and see what they say.”

“Oh, for fuck’s sake, Seth!” I yelled. “I’m not high on roofies. They make you sleepy or unconscious.” I reached down and stroke my cock, which was harder than it’d ever been, and said, “Do I look unconscious to you?”

His head dropped for a few seconds. When he looked back up, he whispered, “What are you doing, Baker?”

“I’m tired of waiting for you to take it.” I stood up and walked toward him. “It looks like you’re going to make me beg you to fuck me.” My feet didn’t stop until we were mere inches apart. “Please fuck me, Seth.” I stuck out my bottom lip to add to my pout.

Seth growled.

My cock twitched. Yeah, I guess I liked that alpha part of him. I wasn’t sure how much longer I’d be able to take the lead—it wasn’t my thing.I needed him to take me.

“Curiosity killed the cat, you know,” he murmured.

“Hmmm.” My hands started unbuckling his belt. “Yourlack of curiosityis killing my cock.” With his belt unbuckled, I grabbed the hem of his shirt and said, “Arms up, big boy.”

The look on his face made me think I held a knife to his balls. I’d never seen Seth unsure of himself. He wanted me…but didn’t want to.

Just when I was about to give up, he said, “Get on your knees, and suck my cock.”

I tilted my head to the side and looked at him for a couple of seconds and then dropped to my knees. I hadn’t taken Cocksucking 101 yet, but I’d do the best I could. I knew what felt good, so I had that going for me.How hard could it be?

There wasn’t even the slightest tremble to my hands when I reached forward, unbuttoned his jeans and pulled the zipper down. Commando. Nice. Knowing Seth, I wasn’t surprised. Closing my eyes, I breathed in his scent. It made me dizzy…a lot like the roofie had, but so much fucking better.

“Holy, shit,” he growled. “You’re serious, aren’t you?”

I pulled his semi-hard cock out of his pants and answered, “Fuck, yeah, I’m serious.” Looking up at him, I added, “I needyouto get serious, Seth. If you don’t want me, say so now. Otherwise, we’re taking this all the way.”

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