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I nip her around her nipple and use my tongue to ease her. Her hands sink into my shoulders.

“Harder.”

I try to do what she says, but these are teeth here, and I’m scared of doing irreparable harm. It would be insane if she moved at the wrong moment and we had to go to the hospital for her to get stitches. I literally shudder at the thought, but she bears down on me at the same time.

“It’s okay. Bite harder. I like it.”

I do, but I’m still ultra careful. Willa throws her head back and does things with her hips that make me wonder if we’ve been transported to a parallel dimension. She sets the pace, riding me slow, and then fast, slowing it down again. She grinds her clit against me on the long forward motion which makes me so wild that I have to jerk my hips upward, driving my dick deep inside of her.

She loves it. It makes her more wild, and when I lick and bite her other nipple, she rolls her hips even harder, until she’s slamming them up and down to meet my thrusts.

She makes the hottest sounds, while I wheeze like a dying instrument, but she clearly likes that too. When she opens her eyes and looks at me and I look up at her, there’s such an intense look of pleasure and desire and love on her face that it rocks me.

She keeps her eyes locked with mine while she fucks me and I fuck back, or the other way around. There’s so much heat there that it floods every limb and cell, all gathering straight at that central point in my chest.

We’ve done this before, but notthis. I haven’t been inside of her like this. It feels as though she’s inside of me too.

“You’re gorgeous.” My hands fall to her hips and guide her rhythm to something nearly frantic. “I love seeing you ride me like this. So fucking wild and beautiful. I’m going to love seeing you lose control and shatter all over me.”

“And I love to see you underneath me, so strong and just as wild. I love that we’re both nearly out of control, that it’s messy and loud and it smells like sex in here.”

She rocks forward and back in a way that she hasn’t before, grinding herself over my balls and mashing her own clit when she comes back.

“God, I’m so full,” she moans. “It feels so good.”

I’m right on the edge, but I want her to come first. I also what to give her what she wants.

She gasps when I pull out and maneuver her so that she’s kneeling on her hands and knees and I can slip out from underneath of her.

My cock is glistening with our combined arousal. I grab the little lube packet that’s still on the bed and tear it open withmy teeth. It smells like grape, which makes me want to laugh, but it’s clear. I spread her open and drip the lube onto her asshole, drenching her with it. For a little packet, that thing has a lot.

She whimpers, her fingers churning through the slick mess as it dribbles lower, smearing it over her pussy. Of course she does the unexpected and parts herself for me, so I can see how pink and glistening wet she is.

Fuck.

It’s not like I’m not going to turn down that invitation. I dive forward, latching my mouth to her pussy, eating her messily and loudly. While I’m doing it, she slips two of her own fingers into her channel and fucks them in and out. I taste her juices off her hand, and right from the source. It’s a thousand times hotter when she starts shaking violently and I know that she’s going to come.

“Fuck, Atlas, fuck. Fuck, damn,fuck. Oh my god it’s so good. Fill me with your tongue.” She guides my face there and I eagerly give her what she wants while she mashes her clit with her fingers. “I’m going to come. Oh. Oh my god, I’m coming. Please don’t stop. Please, please…”

She breaks into a wail as she shatters, soaking my face as she writhes all over the place. I eat her all the way through it, until she’s whimpering and clawing the bed, and slamming her hand into my face to shove me away for a second as she gets too sensitive.

I rear up behind her and wait for a second, until she turns her face to me, still panting and flushed, eyes glazed over, lips swollen from kissing me. She looks thoroughly ravished. My dickleaks strings of precum all over her back as I wipe my face with my hand then lick every drop of her sweet nectar from it.

“You’re going to wreck me now, aren’t you?”

“Literally or figuratively? Because I plan to take care with you. I’m not just going to plow into you like a feral beast. I know how much trust you’re giving me and how you’re surrendering all your control. If you mean wreck you with pleasure, I hope so. Or wreck you for anyone else… I- I hope that too. I want to be it for you.”

Is that needy as fuck? Corny as hell? Cheesy with a side of cheese? Probably.

“I think that I love you, Willa.” I scrub my hand over my face. “No. Fuck. Iknowthat I do. It’s just- I want us to last. I want us to be lovers who love each other more and more, who find respect for each other, who have adventures together, who face the tough shit side by side. Always as best friends, but as souls bound up together too. I want love that grows, changes together, and lasts. And I want that with you.”

She doesn’t even attempt to blink back tears. They streak down her flushed cheeks, her eyes huge and luminous. “Then, my love, you’ve already ruined me in the best of all ways. Please don’t stop now.”

Chapter 18

Willa

I’m helpless here, drowning. I can’t breathe.

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