“I love you too Rowen. You stole my heart long ago. I’ve just been waiting for you to claim it,” he tells me earnestly.
Nate draws my attention away from Kayden. He’s kneeling in front of me with his hands on my thighs.
“I’ve loved you my whole life Rowen. Since before I really knew what love was. You’ve always been it for me. After you got married, I was devastated. We had all agreed we were going to tell you after graduation. We never said anything before, because we were too scared. You being away at school made us realize how much we needed you in our lives.
“Then you came home withhim,” he sneers that last part, “and we figured we were too late. You made your decision, and it wasn’t us. So, we let you go. Not a day goes by that I don’t regret that decision. Especially the more I learn about your life with that piece of shit.”
“Oh, Nate.” I cup his cheek with my hand. “I know my life with him wasn’t always good, but whether he meant to or not, he gave me the best gift of my life. I would go through everything all over again for Violet. Let’s focus on now and the future. I’m here now. So, what does that mean? What happens now? I mean you all say you love me. I could never choose between you.” I tell them adamantly.
“We would never want you to Rowen,” Hudson speaks up. “We all want you Rowen, even Declan. What doyouwant? Do you want all of us too? Because we’re telling you, you can have us. All five of us.”
Wow. Is this for real right now? I look around and see everyone is looking at me with hope in their eyes. I can feel the love coming from them like a physical caress. The fact that they’re all sitting here with bated breath, just waiting for me to agree to be with each of them... I’m speechless.
They all just sit there patiently waiting for my answer to their life-changing offer, and it finally clicks in my brain. This is real. Everything I’ve ever wanted and more is staring me in the face. I would be a complete idiot to say no.
“Yes!” I exclaim then jump into Nate’s arms, since he’s right in front of me. He wraps his arms around me and I pepper his face with kisses. The twins are hootin’ and hollerin’ behind me and Hudson is standing behind Nate staring down at us with a huge smile on his face.
I pull back and look up. “You’re sure? All of you?”
“Yes, woman we’re sure damn it!” Nate growls at me. “Now shut up and kiss me.”
He doesn’t give me a chance to do anything else. He grabs a handful of my hair and pulls me in for a rough kiss that curls my toes. I hold on to his face while our tongues battle like they’re mad this is the first time they’ve met and they’re taking it out on each other.
I finally pull back just enough to catch my breath. I can’t go far because Nate isn’t letting go of my hair. I sit there straddling his thighs sucking in gulps of air until the twins pull me from my thoughts.
“Okay Nate, time to learn how to share. We want a kiss too, you know,” Kayden gripes.
Nate huffs, but he does let go of me. I giggle as I turn around to find the twins impatiently waiting for their turn. I bite my bottom lip trying to decide who to go to first. Luckily for me, they see my worry and don’t let me sweat for long.
“No need to be worried Lovely. Kiss Ayden first. I’ll be right here waiting. We all know I’m the more patient twin,” Kayden smirks.
I smile at him for saving me from having to decide, and potentially hurt someone’s feelings. I climb up into Ayden’s lap and smooth his hair back. I love his shaggy hair, but I want to see his eyes before I kiss him. When I see the heated look he was hiding behind all that hair, I suck in a breath. He gives me a crooked smile then cups my face and rubs his thumb over my cheek.
He finally leans in for a kiss, and it’s the sweetest kiss I’ve ever had. Ayden kisses me slowly and thoroughly. I wrap my hands around his head, and hold him to me as I kiss him with everything in me. This kiss has been a long time coming, but it’s the first of many. I grip his hair in both hands and kiss him harder. He matches me, sliding his hand into my hair as well. I just can’t get enough of kissing this man. But there is one more, I have to make mine. I gently let go of Ayden’s hair and pull back.
“Wow,” I sigh after I catch my breath again. These guys sure know how to kiss.
I turn my head looking for Kayden and see he’s sitting next to us on the couch. He reaches over, and just plucks me off his brother’s lap, and places me in his. It seems my guys like me in their lap. My guys. I like the sound of that.
Kayden still has his hands on my hips and he grinds me down on him. I groan when I feel his hard cock through our jeans. His eyes flash with hunger, and he lunges for me. Where his twin was slow and sweet, Kayden is hard and fast. He kisses me like a man starved, like he’s waited his whole life for this kiss and he’s going to make it count. His hands migrate up my back until he’s holding my shoulders and pulling me down while he continues to kiss me like his life depends on it.
I grind on him while I throw everything into this kiss. These guys aren’t alone. I’ve dreamt about this my whole life too. Having these four men to myself. Being able to do this, kiss them, rub on them, domorewith them. It’s everything I’ve ever wanted.
Someone suddenly pulls my hair and I moan. It’s not Kayden because he’s still holding me down by my shoulders. I want to see who else is touching me, but I don’t want to stop kissing Kayden. So, I just go with it. It doesn’t really matter who it is. I want them all to touch me in every way.
The mystery doesn’t last long, because soon I feel a hot breath on my neck and Ayden whispers in my ear, “It’s so hot watching you kiss my twin. Makes it very easy to imagine it’s me you’re kissing like your life depends on it.” Then he nibbles on my ear and I moan into his brother’s mouth.
Someone else is on my other side now, kissing up my neck. They’re awfully close to Kayden, but it doesn’t seem like they care. I pull my right hand away from Kayden’s head and grab the head of the man that’s currently kissing and nibbling on my neck. When I feel smooth hair followed by longer hair, I know it’s Nate torturing me.
Nate and Ayden both grab my breasts at the same time and gently squeeze. Oh, wait there’s now a chest pressed up against my back, maybe it’s not Nate and Ayden, but Hudson squeezing me. Nate places his hand on my stomach, and slowly slides it down. When his fingers tease the skin just above the waist of my jeans, I pull back from Kayden and gasp. I look around and see everyone is looking at me with lust-filled eyes.
I shake my head to try to clear the sex fog that has settled over me with all of this attention. I finally come back to myself a little, and remember where we are.
“We have to stop,” I gasp. “We’re on the couch in the middle of your living room. What if Logan walks in?”
The guys reluctantly back off. “I’m sorry we got carried away Rowe,” Hudson apologizes.
“I’m not. I just don’t want to scar the poor boy. If it weren’t for that you could keep getting carried away. Hell, carry me away,” I laugh.