Page 3 of One S'more Time

Besides, maybe she's got a point. When was the last time I actually tried to build something that might last? Something beyond a quick coffee date or a few weeks of convenient companionship before my shift schedule became the perfect excuse to fade away? My relationship résumé reads like a series of false starts and emergency exits.

Most of the women I meet are all style and no substance. They want me to wine and dine them, but the second I ask them what they think about something, they're clearly not interested. They nod along to whatever I say, eyes glazing over like I've started reciting tax code. I've lost count of how many first dates ended with me knowing everything about their Instagram aesthetic but nothing about who they actually are. It's exhausting—all these perfect selfies and practiced laughs, but no one willing to have a real conversation that might reveal something genuine. Maybe I'm asking for too much, but is it really that unreasonable to want someone who can match me drink for drink and thought for thought?

I stack another piece of lumber on my workbench and measure twice before cutting. Force of habit. In firefighting,precision matters; one wrong calculation and someone dies. In retirement, precision just keeps my hands busy while my mind wanders to uncomfortable places. Like wondering if Tara's right. If maybe I've been hiding behind my job, using the constant demands of firefighting as an excuse to avoid anything deeper than a casual hookup. If maybe there's a reason the longest relationship I've had in the last decade was with my rescue dog, Cooper. He's never once asked me about my feelings or why I keep my apartment so sparsely furnished that it looks like I might bolt at any moment. Dogs are convenient that way—they love you without requiring you to be emotionally available.

The matchmakers, Krissa and Zara, are nothing like I expected. No clipboards, no relationship questionnaires, no awkward speed-dating setups. Instead, they showed up at my workshop with coffee and donuts, chatting about the upcoming bonfire fundraiser like we were old friends. "We're more about orchestrating natural encounters than forcing awkward blind dates," Krissa explained, her retro dress swishing as she examined my woodpile. I liked her straightforward approach, even if I remained skeptical. Zara was quieter, observing more than talking, which I appreciated. People who listen before they speak usually have something worth hearing.

When Krissa started asking about my hobbies outside of firefighting, I almost laughed. Hobbies? Between shifts, sleep, and maintaining my equipment, there was barely time to remember to buy groceries. But something in her genuine interest made me mention woodworking—the way I lose myself in the grain of the wood, the meditative quality of sanding rough edges into something smooth and purposeful. It's the opposite of firefighting: slow, controlled, predictable. Maybe that's why I cling to it. Maybe that's why I cling to being alone, too.

"So you're good with logistics?" Zara had asked, watching me measure out the fire pit dimensions on paper. When I nodded, she exchanged a look with Krissa that I couldn't quite read. "Perfect. We need someone who can help coordinate everything—the safety barriers, the wood supply, maybe even help with the vendor setup." I agreed because what else was I going to do with my time? Watch more baseball on my couch while Cooper judges me silently from his bed, those soulful retriever eyes somehow conveying both loyalty and disappointment?

My social calendar wasn't exactly bursting with engagements these days. The last "event" I'd attended was picking up a pizza—and I'm pretty sure the delivery guy only asked for my number because I'd accidentally given him a forty percent tip. At least this way I'd be useful, contributing something beyond my expert knowledge of the Mariners' batting averages. Even if their matchmaking mission was doomed to fail—and I was ninety-nine percent certain it would—it beat another weekend of takeout containers and ESPN highlights.

It wasn't until they were leaving that Krissa casually mentioned "the baker with the amazing cupcakes" who'd be setting up near my station. "She's sweet, hardworking, makes these s'mores cupcakes that'll make you reconsider your life choices," she said with a wink that was about as subtle as a five-alarm fire. "And she'll need someone tall to help set up her canopy." The way they exchanged glances told me everything I needed to know. They weren't being subtle about their matchmaking intentions, but at least they weren't trying to trick me into anything. Krissa's wink might as well have been accompanied by flashing neon signs and a bullhorn announcement.

I appreciated the transparency, if not the meddling. After all, I'd survived enough blind dates arranged by well-meaning friendsto recognize the setup playbook: casual mention of an attractive stranger, followed by a convenient reason why I should interact with them. The s'mores cupcakes did sound tempting, though—both the dessert and whatever baker had inspired such enthusiastic wingwoman behavior from the matchmakers.

I find myself curious despite my better judgment. Not about the matchmaking; I've had enough disappointment in life to know better than to expect anything. But about these cupcakes that apparently cause revelations. And maybe a little about the woman who makes them. I've learned that people who create things, really create them with passion, tend to put pieces of themselves into their work. You can tell a lot about someone by what they make and how they make it.

The morning of the bonfire arrives with perfect fall weather: crisp air, clear skies, leaves just starting to turn golden at the edges. I arrive early to finish the safety barriers and find someone already there, a cloud of powdered sugar seeming to hover around a small tent where a woman moves with surprising precision. Her actions are quick, efficient—the same way my crew used to move during a well-coordinated response. She doesn't notice me watching as she unpacks boxes of what must be baked goods, arranging each one with careful attention.

From where I stand, I can see her brow furrowed in concentration, the way her hands move with certainty even as her eyes reflect doubt. Dark curls escape from her messy bun, and there's a smudge of what looks like chocolate on her wrist. Something about the contradiction pulls at me: someone so obviously skilled yet seemingly unaware of her own competence. It reminds me of firefighters I've known, the ones who could perform incredible rescues but shrug off praise like it was an uncomfortable jacket. I find myself watching longer thanI should, caught by the delicate precision of her movements against the backdrop of our rough-hewn bonfire setup. Something about the juxtaposition feels significant, though I couldn't explain why if someone asked me. It's like watching someone perform a dance they've practiced a thousand times while still checking their feet.

When she stretches to hang a small chalkboard sign and barely reaches, I step forward without thinking. "Need a hand with that?" The words leave my mouth before I realize I'm speaking.

She turns, startled, those wide eyes meeting mine, and something shifts in my chest—not the dramatic lightning bolt nonsense from movies, but more like the steady, comforting warmth of embers after a fire has settled. A feeling I haven't experienced in longer than I care to admit. She's all soft curves and determination, her hair falling from its messy bun as she clutches a box of what must be those famous cupcakes to her chest. The smudge of chocolate on her wrist stands out against her pale skin, and I find myself oddly charmed by this small imperfection.

The way she looks at me—half surprised, half curious—makes my mouth go inexplicably dry. There's something refreshingly genuine about her presence that cuts through the carefully constructed atmosphere of the event. Her dress hugs her figure in all the right places, not trying to hide her shape but celebrating it in a way that's both confident and understated. I catch myself staring at that tiny smear of chocolate, wondering what kind of baker gets so lost in her craft that she forgets to wipe away the evidence. The thought makes the corner of my mouth twitch upward before I can stop it.

And just like that, standing in a cloud of powdered sugar and morning sunlight, I realize Tara might actually be ontosomething for once in her meddling life. Not that I'd ever give her the satisfaction of knowing it.

4

FIRST SPARKS AT THE FESTIVAL

ELLIE

I'm trying not to hyperventilate as I balance yet another tray of s'mores cupcakes, my fingers gripping the edges so tightly my knuckles have gone white. The late afternoon sun casts long shadows across my booth, painting everything in a golden-orange glow that would be beautiful if I weren't so stressed out.

The growing crowd at the bonfire fundraiser sends my anxiety spiraling with each new face that appears. Did I make enough? Or maybe I went overboard and made too many? What if no one even wants them, and I'm left standing here with dozens of untouched cupcakes like some kind of baking pariah? My stomach twists itself into a pretzel as I arrange the display for the fifth time in twenty minutes.

"Just breathe," I mutter to myself, adjusting the display one more time. My hands shake as I pipe another swirl of toasted marshmallow frosting. The graham cracker base needs to be angled just right; the chocolate drizzle has to be perfect. Every detail matters when you're trying to make a good impression. I tuck a strand of hair behind my ear with my wrist, careful not to smudge frosting everywhere like last time.

A child races past my booth, the sudden movement startling me. The tray tilts, my fingers lose their grip, and time slows as I watch two dozen cupcakes begin their descent toward certain doom. My heart plummets with them. These aren't just desserts—they're my reputation, my confidence, my entire morning's work tumbling through the air in horrifying slow motion. I can already hear the gasps from potential customers, feel the hot flush of embarrassment creeping up my neck, imagine the inevitable whispers that would follow me around town for weeks: "That's her. The baker who couldn't even hold onto her own cupcakes."

But they never hit the ground. Strong hands appear out of nowhere, catching the tray with surprising grace before disaster can strike. I follow those hands up muscular forearms to find the tall firefighter from earlier—Nate—holding my precious creations steady, not a single cupcake out of place, not even a smudge on the perfect swirls of frosting I'd spent an hour perfecting. My breath catches somewhere between relief and something entirely different as our eyes meet over the rescued tray.

"Good catch," I manage to squeak out, my face burning hotter than the bonfire they're setting up nearby. His easy smile makes my stomach do a weird flip that has nothing to do with panic. It's the kind of smile that crinkles the corners of his eyes, genuine and unassuming, like he rescues pastries for a living instead of people.

"Firefighter reflexes," he shrugs, but there's a warmth in his voice that makes me forget about the disaster I nearly caused. The casual yet confident way he says it sends a little shiver up my spine. "Where do you want these?" He's still holding the tray, waiting for my direction like he has all the time in the world, asif saving my cupcakes from certain doom is the highlight of his day.

I point to the empty spot on my display table, watching as he carefully sets them down. His movements are precise, gentle even, and I find myself wondering how hands that look so strong can handle delicate cupcakes with such care. The contradiction is oddly mesmerizing.Stop it, Ellie. He's just being nice. That's probably part of his job, helping people in crisis, even if the crisis is just some clumsy baker almost destroying her inventory.Still, I can't help but notice how his forearms flex as he arranges the tray perfectly centered on the table, like he understands how important these little details are to me.

But then he stays, leaning against my booth with casual interest as I finish the display. His solid presence creates a shadow across my carefully arranged treats, and I'm hyperaware of him, somehow reassuring in the bustling market space.

"Are these the famous s'mores cupcakes I've been hearing about?" he asks, and something in his tone makes me look up. The way he's watching me—focused, curious—sends a flutter through my chest that I immediately try to squash. His eyes are warm and attentive, like I'm the only vendor in this crowded marketplace, and I find myself smoothing my apron unnecessarily, wondering if there's frosting on my face or in my hair.Get it together, Ellie.

A spark from the newly lit bonfire drifts our way, and Nate instinctively steps closer, as if to shield me. The movement brings him right into my space, and suddenly I'm very aware of how he smells like woodsmoke and autumn air. Our eyes meet, and for a moment, I forget about everything else—the cupcakes, the crowd, my own insecurities. My breath catches in my throat as his shoulder brushes mine, solid and warm againstthe evening chill. There's something so effortlessly protective in the way he positions himself, not like I'm some damsel who needs saving, but like it's just second nature to him after years of running into burning buildings. I have to tilt my chin up to maintain eye contact, and when I do, the firelight catches the amber flecks in his eyes, making them glow with an intensity that makes my stomach flip in a way it hasn't in longer than I care to admit.

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