“Jake.” I reached for his shoulders, trying to yank him up to me.
“No. Not yet.” He ignored my hold, moving farther down. He pulled my panties off, then he was back between my legs.
His tongue circled me, and I arched, the hunger erupting inside of me. I needed him. I needed him now.
He slid inside of me, thrusting deep with his tongue.
My legs wrapped around his head.
He groaned, eating me up. “You taste so good. Always so sweet.”
He kept tasting me, his tongue sliding in and out as he built the pressure inside of me. When he sucked on my clit, long and hard, he slid two fingers deep into me at the same time, and it was enough. I went over the edge, soaring over it and almost frantically. I yanked myself up off the bed, using him as leverage with my legs clasped so tightly around his head. He lapped everything from me, continuing to lick me and then soothe me through my release until my body lowered back down to the bed.
My legs fell to the side, now feeling boneless. My whole body seemed to melt into the bed, but Jake growled, his teeth grazing the inside of my thigh before he lifted, then positioned himself at my entrance. I felt his cock nudge my opening. “I’m still safe.”
I nodded, pulling him into me. “Me too.”
He slid inside of me, bare. Pushing all the way, both of us went still at the feel of him. I was so full.
He groaned. “Fuck. You feel good. Tight.” He began moving, moving out. Pushing back in.
Carnal desireinflamedme.
He picked up the pace, thrusting almost wildly. Rough. Hard.
I loved it so much.
I loved him so much so I told him, whispering, “I was tossed out like the trash when you met me.”
He tensed, raising himself up to see me, but he kept moving inside of me, just slowing.
What he was doing to me, showing me, was a beautiful thing. He needed to know this about me. “He made me feel like I was the garbage, and I ran away.”
He laid a hand against the side of my face, thrusting in again.
Another tear slid free. I ignored it, saying, “He broke me down, Jake. It’s the only reason I stayed with him for so long. He was using me, and a part of me knew it. I let him use me because at some point, he made me think I couldn’t get anything better. That I didn’t deserve anything better. He conditioned me so that I accepted the crumbs he was giving me, and I stayed. I wasn’t happy. I wasn’t in love. But I stayed and I couldn’t understand why I stayed, but then I met you.” I pulled my wrist out from his hold, reaching up and framing his face as he continued sliding inside of me. My legs were wrapped around him, moving with him. The pleasure was bursting out of me. The love. The sun. He gave that to me. He had to know. “I ran to you. I just didn’t know I was running to you until you caught me. You fought for me. You protected me. You saved me. You did it because you love me. I never got that from him. It’sallI’ve gotten from you because that’s who you are as a man. You make me feel beautiful. You make me feel priceless. You are ruthless. You are reckless at times. You can be calculating and brash. Blunt. Rude. But I love every part of you because when I met you, I found me again.”
Another moan left him as he bent over me, grabbing the headboard. He began fucking me harder. Deeper.
I closed my eyes, my head falling down as I let the sensations ride over me.
“Fuck, Sawyer.” His head fell down, his body blanketing me, but he continued to pound me. A new frenzy came over both of us. He turned so he could see me, his hand reaching for my mouth, hooking my head so I could see him too.
We were both breathing hard.
Our bodies clambered to get even closer to each other, if it was even possible.
“I love you,” I whispered, my eyes wetting.
“Christ.” He raised his head up to find me, his mouth covering me, and he breathed into me. He pounded into me, holding deep as the pressure sped through me. My release spread through my entire body, making me tremble from the aftershocks. He shoved an arm underneath me and held me up against him in a firm grip. Then his teeth raked over my shoulder as he thrust a few more times until I felt him swell inside of me. I grasped onto him, holding him to me this time as he released inside of me.
He collapsed on top of me.
A moment later, he rolled to the side, grabbing my face. “I’mneverfucking letting you go now. Not that I would’ve before, but all that shit you just said. You cemented your fate to me. Never leaving you. Never letting you go.”
That made my heart soar. “Promise?” I raised up my pinkie.
His eyes turned molten before he wrapped his with mine. “Promise.”