My words trailed off, and Tristan's eyes flashed with hunger that was completely genuine.
"You're a virgin, baby?" he asked, his voice a low gravel. Like he was shocked, but still so turned on that his control was hanging by a thread.
Slowly, I nodded, not looking away even for a second. "Is that...okay?"
He stared at me for a moment, then let out an aggressive growl before his fingers flexed around my throat, and he leaned down to capture my lips in another kiss that melted my brain right out of my damn head.
10
Tristan
I had gone off the rails. Wholly and completely, so far off the track that I wasn't even sure which way was up. And I didn't fucking care about it.
Xander whimpered under me, and I growled, sinking my teeth into his lower lip before gently tugging it, a part of my mind still vaguely aware of the cameras and the job that we were supposed to be doing. Not that I was doing a great job. We had basically skipped over all of the "script" that Dorian had written for the scene, jumping straight to the action when I walked into the room.
I just...hadn't been able to help myself. Xander had been looking up at me with those big blue eyes of his, his pale skin all flushed and his teeth gnawing nervously along his lower lip, making it all plump and shiny...
If I hadn't gotten my hands on him in that moment, I would have died. I was positive of it.
Xander groaned, shifting underneath me, dragging the hard length of his cock against mine as he did so. It made stars burst to life behind my closed eyelids, and God, I needed to be inside this man. I needed it more than I needed air.
It was taking everything inside of me to remember that we had a whole dossier of activities to do before we got to the main event, my little detour aside.
Admittedly, though...nobody seemed terribly upset that we'd gone off script. Dorian and Emmett were both surprisingly quiet as I kissed Xander, my tongue sliding into his mouth and deepening the point where we joined, and when I slid my hand down to the hem of his shirt and lifted it enough that I could reach his skin underneath, I swore that I heard a low "Fuck" come from behind the camera.
From which man, I had no idea. But if they weren't going to stop me, then I certainly wasn't going to cockblock myself.
Xander's tongue met mine hungrily as I kissed him and I hissed out a pleasured moan when his teeth clashed with mine, fighting to be able to bit my lip right back. Xan was sweet and pliable and submissive, yes, but even before this moment right now, I never would have thought that put him in the "docile" category.
He was a hellcat, but a sweet one. Hewantedto be a good boy for me, I just had to give him the direction to make sure that he knew what to do.
I pulled away, my cock jerking when I caught sight of Xan's face as I did so. His cheeks were even more flushed than they had been before, his eyes glazed, and he lifted his head to chase the kiss as I pulled away, an involuntary act that I wasn't even sure he knew that he was doing.
I chuckled, and slid my hand a little further up his torso, teasing my fingers along his skin like we had all the time in the world. Like I wasn't fucking dying from not being inside of him already.
"When you say that you're a virgin, baby," I said, my voice raw and husky. Completely genuine - though like any good performer, I did know how to manufacture that tone on command. I just didn't have to with Xan.
I leaned close when his eyes finally focused on mine, telling me that he was back online with the conversation, and I dragged my lips down his jaw, angling my face for the camera as I bit and nipped at his neck, leaving bright pink teeth marks that I desperately hoped would stick.
"What exactly do you mean by that?" I finished, biting at his Adams apple and then sliding my tongue along the stinging hurt when he gasped.
"What...what do I mean?" Hewhimperedwhen I shifted against him again, and I grinned against his skin. God, he might be nervous, but he was such a fucking natural for the cameras.
"Mm." I pulled away, fully back in work mode for the scene as I looked at him. My fingers dragged along the skin of his ribs and he shivered, sinking his teeth into his lower lip as he blinked up at me. "Yeah. What do you mean? Is itjustfucking? Or are you a virgin in other ways, too?"
I slid my hand further up, shoving his shirt as I went along, and my fingers found his nipple, pinching and teasing and tearing another needy sound from him. "Has anyone played with these cute little nipples before?" I asked, grinding down against him. Feeling how hard he was at the way I was touching him, the barest restraint that showed in the way his clenched fists were trembling. "Has anyone marked your body with their teeth so that everyone knew who that you belonged to?"
I pinched his nipple one more time and then lifted my hand to his lips, stroking one fingertip along his lower lip until they parted for me, the slightly dazed expression on his face making me smirk.
The second that his mouth was open, I pushed two fingers all the way inside his mouth. Back, back, back, until my fingertips were stroking the warmth of the inside of his throat, and he choked around the digits, his eyes wide on mine and drool already starting to gather in the corners of his mouth.
"Has anyone choked you with their dick yet, baby?" I breathed, unable to keep the growl out of my voice.
He swallowed, and his lips closed around my fingers, his cheeks hollowed as he sucked. His eyes glimmered with unshed tears from the way my fingers were choking him, and the feeling of his tongue slipping between my fingers was enough to make me let out another low, animalistic growl.
Slowly, he shook his head, blinking up at me. He looked so debauched and innocent and confused, and when I slowly pulled my fingers out his mouth, smirking at the string of saliva that stretched when they finally popped free, he whispered, "You'll be my first...everything."
He blinked, and I groaned, leaning down to kiss him again. It was deep and filthy, and his hands rose to fist in my hair, clutching me close as he thrust his hips up underneath me, desperately trying to get more friction.