I am in for something awesome with these two, I know I am. I've always been ashamed of my sexual desires. And despite doing everything I could to enjoy sex—focusing on my partner, trying new positions—deep down I was never left truly satisfied.
A part of me always craved more. And felt bad about it. Like there was something wrong with me. Like, if most people are okay with being with one person, why did I need more? Was I deficient in some way…or just a slut?
With Duke and Stellan, I know I can be my greedy, cock-hungry self and they won't judge me for it. And perhaps finally, for the first time in my life, I'll truly be satisfied. I mean, if they could make me black out from a blowjob and eating my ass, what's going to happen when they're both inside me? My hole twitches just thinking about all the delicious possibilities they have in store.
"I know you shouldn't say stuff in the throes of passion"—I pull back slightly, my eyes flicking between the two men as I talk—"but I just want to say this real quick. I really like you both, and I really hope that this is the beginning of something real, something more than just what we're about to do."
Stellan sweeps the backs of his fingers against my cheek. "We feel the same way, baby. Don't we, Duke?"
Duke nods, his eyes darkening. "We do. You already mean a lot to us. We just want to make sure we're moving at a pace that's right for you."
"Thank you. I appreciate that." I kiss each man on his cheek, giving their cocks a squeeze at the same time. "Now, enough talking. I want to see my men in action."
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Duke
"My men."
I hear those words from Bailey's mouth, and my composure breaks, like a hockey stick shattering on the ice.
Lord knows I've been doing everything I can to restrain Stellan. Not that it's had much impact. He raced over to Bailey so quickly when he pulled up yesterday, he got there before the guy had the chance to get out of his car.
I want Bailey as much as he does, but I need to know Bailey wants this, too. And that he's ready. And with the fire in his eyes and the hungry tugs he's been treating our cocks to—and now with what he just said—I know he wants us as much as we want him. And in the same way, too. As something more than just fuckbuddies. As something real.
"You've never done this before, have you?" I double-check because even though he told us a threesome was his ultimate fantasy, he never confirmed whether or not he's taken part in one. He shakes his head. I sweep my hand down his soft torso. "All right, then. I want you to know you're in safe hands. Whatever you want, you just tell us, baby, and we'll do it. And if you ever get overwhelmed?—"
"Or pass out," Stellan supplies with a grin, and Bailey chuckles.
"You let us know."
"Thank you." Bailey bites his lip pensively and hesitates for a moment before saying, "I've always felt bad that sex didn't satisfy me. Not all the way, at least. Not like how I think you'll both be able to." His hazel eyes dart from me to Stellan and back to me again, his voice barely above a whisper as he shares his deepest, darkest thoughts. "My body is yours to use however you want it. I can take whatever you give me, just please,give it to me."
His words go straight to my cock…and to my heart. Stellan and I have always wanted to find someone we can be completely ourselves with, someone we can let our urges to be dominant yet caring come out, and by god, I think we've struck gold with Bailey.
"We got you, baby," Stellan says, drawing Bailey in for a kiss, and while they make out, I crawl around behind Bailey, lower onto my back, and pull myself under him, bringing his ass right onto my face. I let his weight settle over me, savoring his sweaty, musky aroma. Don't know why scent turns me on so much, but after a sweaty workout, I love nothing more than getting a whiff of Stellan's pits. Everyone's got their freaky shit, and I guess this is mine.
After inhaling Bailey until his aroma is burned into my senses, I start lapping at his hole. After a few minutes, he shifts. I pop my head out to see him going down on Stellan.
This.
This right here is heaven on earth. It's what we've waited all these years for.
I eat Bailey's ass, working one, then two, and finally three fingers in, using nothing but sweat and saliva.
"Need supplies," I murmur, hating to break the moment, but we're going to need lube.
Bailey stops gorging on Stellan's cock. "Top drawer," he whispers hoarsely.
Stellan shuffles over, opens the drawer, and throws the bottle on the bed. "Listen, Bailey. We haven't had sex with anyone else in years so we're all good on that side of things."
Bailey looks between Stellan and me, his face flushed, eyes bright. "I'm on PrEP," he informs us. "Got tested last week when I was in town. I'm all good, too. I don't need condoms. If you guys are cool with going bare?"
"Yeah." I grin. "We're good with bare. Come here, baby." I crook my finger, and Bailey spins around to kiss me, igniting a fire deep in my core.
While we make out, Stellan pops open the lube and works a finger into Bailey's hole. "Nice," he mutters, smiling proudly. "You got our boy nice and loose."
"Oh, god." Bailey trembles in my arms.