Cole hadn’t been with me a second before I wanted him. I needed to know he was mine again, but I was conflicted not with my emotions, but with Cole’s. Why was he here, and why did he bring Sam back to me? Had he changed so much that he was placating me because he’d heard somewhere maybe in my club, I had been lost without him, and this was his way of pitying me? If so, I didn’t think I could accept him coming home to me.
Maybe Sam, but not him, but then I thought Sam wouldn’t stay with me without Cole.
Cole knew my body, he knew my eyes as we locked gazes. My desires, my cock ripping my pajama bottoms and the threat of pre-cum showing Cole that he was still wanted and desired by me. No amount of cool demeanor would cover up my tell-tale body. That alone would make me vulnerable to a different Cole.
My eyes followed him when he stood, and strolled over to me planting his beautiful lean hard body next to me with the matching lust that filled me to the brim, and his intoxicating scent of musk and flowers.
Cole’s dilated pupils told the whole story, and I felt a sense of relief. He hadn’t lied when he said he’d come home, and he did mean back to us.
Chapter 20
Daniel
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Cole reached underhis shirt and pulled out a chain I’d given him. “See, I belong to you. I will always belong to you, my love.” I stared, remembering the youthful man who’d walked into my bar, and had been afraid of me, but he wanted the type of sex life I’d introduced him to and that was coarse rough sex filled with bondage of all kinds. Ropes, cuffs, paddles, and all manner of restraints to heighten our senses and to create a sexual experience that we wouldn’t soon forget.
It must have worked on my part, and I couldn’t speak for Cole, but he was finally here with me, and I hoped he was looking for the same experience, because I couldn’t make it another day without him. I had all these questions bursting in my head and I had to let them out.
“Then why, baby? Why were you gone so long?” I shook my head in confusion, especially since he didn’t tell me where he’d gone to, or why he had come back to me after two years I’d been tormented by him leaving.
Cole turned and pulled me to him and leaned in staring at me. His mouth quivering, my mouth waiting, opened, and reliable. The mouth I’d vowed never to open for him again suddenly parted. His warm tongue slid through my traitorous lips, down my throat and we kissed hard biting each other. This kiss brought on my remorseless erection. That erection insisted we could talk later, because I needed him now, and all would be forgiven.
It would have been that easy, but I had been lonely and hurt for so long I couldn’t just march into my playroom and pretend everything was all right. I needed to know, so I pulled back.
“Are you going to tell me what happened and where you were in those two years?” I stood and moved to get two glasses from the cabinet and a bottle of wine. I needed to relax my throbbing length and get some distance from his intoxicating scent if only for a second. I had to clear my head, because I knew I wasn’t thinking straight.
I opened the wine I’d bought to ask him to marry me, but that time had passed, and all I wanted was for him to tell me why.Tell me something.
While a weary, exhausted Sam slept at my feet to the right, Cole drank a glass of wine and then the next, and then he glanced over at me and placed his palm on my inner thigh sending a tremor of obsessive need throughout my body, washing away all my doubts and years of want for this beautiful perfect man.
Perfect in every sense I could want, except one.
I’d lost control of my young lover, and in his place was this self-assured man whom I’d allowed to make me his slave. I’d become his submissive boy now, and I’d give in to anything he’d ask just to have him with me, and in my bed once more.
Cole leaned and kissed me again, and my body pulsed spiraling out of control, because he’d placed his palm on my cock, and I closed my eyes and found myself eagerly fucking his hand. Desperation couldn’t explain just how needy I’d become.