Then I turned and left, the door clicking shut behind me.
 
 Outside, the morning air was cool against my skin, carrying the scent of damp earth and some flowery scent I couldn’t place. I moved quickly, keeping to the shadows, slipping past the quiet clubhouse toward the edge of the property.
 
 I’d hidden my bag out back, tucked beneath a pile of scrap metal, and it was still there, exactly where I’d left it.
 
 As I slung it over my shoulder, the guilt twisted inside me like a knife.
 
 I wasn’t just leaving Spinner. I was leaving Zeynep, Brenda, the whole club. Even pissed at some of them, they had become part of me.
 
 But it was the only way.
 
 If I stayed, more people would die.
 
 I’d lead Fang and Drago away, feed them the lie that Zeynep was with me, and keep running until I couldn’t anymore.
 
 One last glance at the clubhouse.
 
 Then I turned and slipped into the trees, the first rays of sunlight breaking through the branches above me.
 
 This was the right thing to do.
 
 At least, that’s what I told myself as I disappeared into the morning light.
 
 CHAPTER FIFTY
 
 THE FIRST THINGI noticed when I woke up was the cold.
 
 The space beside me in the bed was empty, the sheets cool to the touch.
 
 For a moment, I thought maybe she’d just stepped out, maybe she was in the bathroom or grabbing coffee.
 
 But then I saw it, the little things that didn’t sit right.
 
 Her shoes were gone. The jacket she’d left hanging over the chair last night wasn’t there.
 
 And my chest tightened.
 
 “Lucy?” I called, my voice rough from sleep.
 
 Silence.
 
 The knot in my gut twisted hard as I sat up, scanning the room. My phone sat untouched on the nightstand.
 
 I swung my legs over the side of the bed, yanking on my jeans and T-shirt. The floor creaked under my weight as I stalked to the door, stepping into the hallway. I went down the hall and peeked in her room—no Lucy—fuck.
 
 The clubhouse was too quiet.
 
 The kind of quiet that didn’t feel right.
 
 I headed straight for Zeynep’s room, half-hoping I’d find her there. Maybe she’d gone to check on her.
 
 I knocked, pushing the door open a crack.
 
 Zeynep sat cross-legged on the bed, a book in her lap. She looked up, her eyes widening.
 
 “Spinner?” she asked, her voice still raspy from her injury.
 
 “Where’s Lucy?” I fought to keep my expression calm.