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“Love you,” James replied, pulling me closer to him and holding me tightly. “Always.”

CHAPTER

NINETEEN

I woke in his arms.

That was the first thing I became aware of. That James still encircled my torso, even as he slept.

And I no longer felt sick. My stomach was fine; my heart beat happily. In fact, I felt fantastic. Like something in me had blossomed. I never felt more cared for or more ready to take on the day. It was early, the sunrise only beginning, so I would let James rest. An energy hummed within me to move, but no need for him to rise so early.

Gently, I untangled James from me. Brushing back his mop of blond hair, I pressed a kiss to his forehead, then leapt out of the bed. Once I’d showered, I went into the kitchen.

I prepared fresh coffee, some muffins, and the chocolate-covered strawberries that were meant for last night. I then fed Ginsberg and closed my bedroom door while he was happily munching. I loved that dog like I loved his master, but I didn’t need a canine eyewitness for what I had in mind.

Putting the breakfast aside, I devoured the sight of James sleeping, his hands on either side of his face, like he was surrendering to something in his dreams. Lowering my face to his hand, I pressed my lips to the center of his palm. He grunteda little at the contact, but James remained asleep. Slipping the blanket off him, I pressed my next kiss to his inner thigh. My gaze dipped to his morning wood. I licked the corner of my lip. Just a kiss, I told myself, not to wake James. The first taste of his cockhead at my mouth and I was lost, giving in to the need to suck.

“Phin,” James moaned as he woke.

In answer, I slid my tongue along the underside. James arched his hips in invitation, and I took every inch of him into my throat. His cock pulsed in my mouth, hard and needy. James made an odd, almost purring sound. My dick lengthened at the satisfied noise.

I made him feel this. His taste filled my mouth as I swallowed, but I wanted more. I released his dick, stroking his stomach and thighs reassuringly as I moved to suckle his balls. James gasped, dug his fingers into my shoulders.

“Yes, please. Oh, God. I love you.” He smacked at my back. “Don’t stop. Please.”

His words ignited me. I was all over him, giving his balls firm sucks, lifting his ass to knead it with my fingers. I slid my thumb over his rim, and we both froze.

“I want that,” James breathed.

“We don’t need to.”

“Maybe I just needed to be comfortable. Or to be in love.” James hitched his hands under his knees and spread his cheeks. “But I dreamed about this last night. I want this. Lick me there. Put your tongue in my ass.”

I stared at his pucker, so pink and pretty. I gave it a kiss, my tongue darting inside and swirling. James jolted, and a stream of dirty talk erupted from his mouth. I lapped at his hole before pushing my tongue inside. Once I'd tongue-fucked him, I replaced my mouth with a lubed finger, going slowly. I curled itand drove deeper, hitting his sweet spot. James gasped, and his thighs squeezed my torso as if to keep me there.

He needn’t have worried. I belonged to him. I grazed his prostate again, the tip of my finger pressing, until James roared, his whole body shaking as his release came.

I withdrew my finger and gazed at him a long moment. Close to my climax, I started to jerk off.

James moved to grab my hand. “Take me. I want to feel you orgasm in me.”

My mouth fell open, stunned by his request, so when James pushed me to lie back, I blindly obeyed. My cock strained at my stomach. He put the condom on me, unrolling it with a firm hand. I could only groan, “I won’t even last.”

“That’s okay. Come quickly if you need to.” He took the warming lube and spread some along his rim. “I’m already loose and ready from the way you ate my ass. I’m claiming you as mine in every way possible. No more hiding, or boundaries, or limits.” He slid my cock along his entrance.

My breath staggered as James put my legs on his shoulders. He pushed my dick in, enveloping me in his tight heat. I felt him clench all around me. Taking me in. Taking me home.

“Oh, God, I feel you, all of you. It’s so much.”

“Too much?” I gasped, ready to pull out if needed.

“Too good. You fit me, like I knew you would.” James’ eyes fixed on mine. “I was waiting for you, for us.” He sank down, getting fully seated, and I moaned. “That’s right, you’re mine. Your dick, your cum. I want all of it.”

James moved, owning my cock, taking me, even as I took him. He murmured sweet words mixed with dirty ones and placed his hands on my chest, palm over my heart. I didn’t want it to end, didn’t want my release yet. My body tensed, my toes curled, my hands grabbed at the sheets. My pulse fluttered. I gritted my teeth, eyes squeezed shut.

“Look at me, sweetheart,” James said, his voice soft yet commanding. “See me and let go.”

I blinked up at him. He smiled that crooked smile, his gaze shining, breaking me open, giving me life. My heart flipped over in my chest, my skin heated, and my orgasm tore through me, rushing to be inside James, to let it all give way.

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