I fingered her nipples and rolled them back and forth until they were stiff peaks. I slid my hand into her shorts and fingered her pussy until she arched her back and moaned.
“Take your top off.”
She sat up and removed her top and let her titties fall free. When she lay back against me again, I slid my hand back into her shorts.
“Put your hand in here with mine,” I instructed.
She slid her hand into her pants with mine. I grabbed one of her fingers and slid it between her lips.
“I want you to see what I enjoy, how silky and wet you are,” I whispered.
“I already know.”
“Then let me see you pleasure yourself.”
She lifted one of her legs and slid two fingers into her pussy. Her hips gyrated tightly in the small space that we had. Talia bit her bottom lip, closed her eyes, and pushed her fingers in and out of herself.
“Take off your panties and your shorts, baby.”
She removed her fingers, and I grabbed them and slid them in my mouth. When I finished sucking her juices off her fingers, she removed her pants and shorts and then lay back again.
This time, she thrust three fingers into her pussy while I caressed her titties. I basked in the sound of her wetness as her fingers pumped in and out of her pussy. Her moans were soft and sensual in the dark room with nothing but the flash of the TV as the scenes changed.
“I’m about to cum, Zae.”
“Go ahead, baby.”
She pumped until she came as she pressed her head against my shoulder.
“That’s it. Give daddy those fingers, baby.”
She reached back over her shoulder, and I leaned down and sucked them clean. When I finished, I lifted her off me and moved into position between her legs. I hooked her legs over my shoulders and sucked her clit while slipping two fingers into her pussy. I scissored them until she cried out at the pleasure she received.
Talia lifted her ass off the couch to feed me. I kept my eyes on her as her eyes fluttered closed and popped open again with different actions I took on her body.
The only thing I wanted was to protect this girl and make her happy. I got joy from the simplest things that Talia did, whether it was snorting when she laughed at something stupid on TV, dancing when she created a new recipe, or simply smiling when she opened her eyes and saw me first thing in the morning. She put a longing for more and joy in my heart.
I was moving forward in this thing we were doing. We hadn’t exactly stated what it was, but we were enjoying one another. I knew that I freaked her out when I told her that I loved her, and she hadn’t said it back to me yet, but I knew she did.
I did love Talia. That was the crazy shit. I’d known it for years. Cee-Cee had known it, too, which was why we broke up. It wasn’t a bad break, but she had simply told me one day that she knew she would never have my heart.
Cee-Cee was the one who first told me I was in love with Talia. As much as I wanted to deny it, she called me out on my bullshit, pointing out how differently I behaved when Talia came around. She said I always watched Talia when she was in a room, seemed to seek her out in a crowd, and talked about her at the oddest and most random times.
I hadn’t realized it, but when I thought back, she was right. Cee-Cee said she wanted to set me free, but I told her that Talia and I weren’t like that. She said that we should have been, and we shouldn’t allow Talia’s family or Tahj to define what we were to each other.
Even now, as I loved on Talia’s body, I wondered how long it would last. I always had that niggling doubt that I could make anything work with a woman for long. Even the greatest love affairs fell apart. They always did. My parents were living proof of that. As much as they’d loved each other and couldn’t keep their hands off one another, they couldn’t keep it together.
“Baby, are you okay?” she asked after I made her cum.
I hadn’t realized that I had laid back on the couch and become lost in my thoughts.
“Yeah. Why?”
“You just checked out on me after you made me cum.”
I caressed her cheek. “Sorry. I was just thinking about my parents.”
“Everything good?”