“Now,” he breathes out roughly. “Please, Murph. I need you.”
And I can’t fucking deny him. Not when he’s pressed up against me, writhing and desperate, begging for it with his words and his body and his very soul. I lean down to catch his lips in a slow, lingering kiss.
“I need you, too, Eden,” I breathe out, and then it happens. I’m pushing against him, and he’s still tight despite my preparations. But the pressure of him around me yields a little, and then—in a rush of sudden heat and tightness—I sink into him in one slow, perfect movement.
Oh, fuck.
I can’t even describe it. It’s like… it’s like coming home, even though this is our first time. So maybe it’s more likefindinghome—and knowing beyond anything that this is where we’re supposed to be.
“Oh…!” Eden chokes out the sweetest little whine, tightening around me. “F-Fuck… I… oh, fuck, Murph…”
“Eden,” I gasp, collapsing onto one forearm above his head, still guiding myself in with the other hand as I slowly rock into him, sliding deeper and deeper with every gentle push of my hips.
He groans throatily, tangling his hands in my hair as he shimmers under me like the sweetest fucking vision.
Every inch of me is wrapped up in Eden. As I bottom out, he cracks his eyes open to peer through his lashes at me with a dizzy smile. I pause to make sure he’s okay, stroking his cheek gently, and he just beams up at me.
“It’s good,” he whispers. “It’s—fuck, it’s more than good. It’s incredible.”
I grin dizzily back at him. “Yeah? It’s—it’s pretty good here, too.” I don’t think I can play it cool—it’s got to be written all over my face. And sure enough, Eden dissolves in giggles, clinging onto me tightly.
I press my face into his neck, press kisses along his collarbone to his shoulder. “Oh, fuck, Eden,” I breathe out. “I—I love you.”
My whole body is alive with this lightning-sharp pleasure I barely even knew was possible. It’s not just the physical high that I knew about—there’s so much more between us now. A whole language unlocked in each other’s every sigh and glance and moan.
Eden groans, running his fingertips down my spine until he can grab my ass. “I love you, too, Murph,” he breathes out like he still can’t quite believe it, and then he giggles softly once more. “Now, fuck me like you mean it.”
And who am I to disobey my own captain’s orders?
I groan, bracing myself with my forearms on either side of his head so I can push into him, setting a deep, steady rhythm. His nails glide down my back as he whimpers and moans underneath me, clenching helplessly around me.
The fire in my blood won’t let me keep it sweet and gentle for much longer. I need him too badly—and with every thrust, I can feel the force of his need. The mattress is already squeaking under us, and it’s about to get so much louder.
“Yes, yes, yes—” Eden starts to pant, but we’re beyond the time for words. I lean down to crush our lips together again, sliding my teeth across his lower lip between kisses, or pushing my tongue into his mouth.
Together, it feels like there’s nothing we can’t do.
As I surge into him, my need is growing hotter, impossible to ignore. Eden’s groans are sharper and louder, and his nails bite into my back, dragging down my spine until little lines of fire spur me on.
I finally wrap my hand around the back of his neck, the other one around his hip to keep him steady under me, resting my forehead against his as I drive us both onward, locked together, toward the dawning cliff-edge of ecstasy.
All it takes is for me to reach between us, wrap my hand around the velvet-soft, yet throbbing hard line of Eden’s erection. Eden throws his head back and moans, bucking into the tight circle of my fingers as he arches off the bed.
“I—I need—” he starts, and then even Eden loses his words. All he can do is mouth to me something that looks a lot like, “Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck?—”
I can feel it about to slam into me, too. Nothing else matters except Eden and me, and the shimmering depths of desire—his, to be taken and swept away; mine, to do exactly that for and to and with him.
The final seconds are crashing into me, and I’ve only got one thought left.
I could be happy like this forever.
Eden cries out first, rippling under me and clinging on tight, arching and going almost still for a moment… and then he’s spilling over the edge. I can feel the wet heat on my chest and stomach, jetting from his cock where it’s trapped between our bodies.
In turn, he clamps down around my cock, and I can’t stop myself. I cry out, too, pushing myself all the way into him before my hips shudder and I lose the rhythm in the blissful heat soaking through my bones. It spills out, too, with every tiny, jerking thrust of my hips.
And then, finally, I can breathe deeply as my head spins with this inexplicable, blissful joy. I can’t stop myself from laughing, collapsing next to Eden as he giggles and rolls into me.
“Wow,” Eden mumbles at last, snuggling into me. “Fuck, Murph.Wow.”