“Sure,” he said, brushing my pubes with his slippery fingertips.
“Are you sure you’re really satisfied with me?”
The question startled him. “Why would you ask that?”
“Because you’re my first and my only. The only man who’s ever been my lover, not just my steady boyfriend. I know your past sex life has been more than just Kathleen and me. You’ve done it with a lot of other women. You’ve had so much more experience. I just can’t help wondering whether a woman who hasn’t been around is really enough for you.”
He took on a very serious look and pulled me closer. He kissed me, sweetly and intently, and said, “Well, you can just stop wondering that right now. There’s so much goodness in you, Corinne, more than I ever thought there was in me. I never, ever would have thought I’d ever be fucking a woman sogood.
“Hell, you shouldn’t be wondering if you’re ‘enough’ for me. I’m the one who ought to be asking ifI’m‘enough’ for you.” He pecked at my lips. “After all the time you held out, never accepting a man’s cock, amIliving up toyourexpectations?”
“You aremorethan enough for me,” I said, giving his ass a squeeze. “Elijah, Iknowwe were meant to be this way. It’s good and it’s right and it was meant to be, whether you think of it as a ‘higher power’ willing it or just the two right people meeting by chance, the way we are together wouldn’t feel so perfect every time you’re inside me if it wasn’t good and right. No matter how long it lasts, it’s absolutely right.”
“Oh, it’s going to last,” he said. “If I have my way, it’ll never end.”
Brushing his fingertip teasingly along the opening of my pussy again, making me feel like giggling, he added, “And, I mean to have my way alot.” He was silent for a meaningful beat which was filled only with the feeling of his finger at my sex. Then, he said just as meaningfully, “I love you. I do. I love you, Corinne.”
We kissed, a long, slow, deep kiss, with Elijah’s tongue slipping into my mouth and our naked, desiring bodies entwining. It was a kiss that symbolized our total joining, and the times ahead of us that we would spend joining totally.
After the kiss, we rested in each other’s arms. A profound insight came into my mind that I needed to share, the way we had shared each other’s body and what lay between our legs.
“Elijah, I left home to go out into the world and start a career, and see what was out there in the world that I didn’t know. And, that’s just what I got. I came from a very safe, sheltered life. But, that’s not what the world is. The world isn’t a safe, sheltered place. There are things in the world completely different from the life that I grew up in, things that scared me. It wasn’t what I knew, and it wasn’t safe. And, I was completely thrown by it.
“But, I think I understand now that I can’t be in the world and be scared of it because it’s different and not what I know. I can’t be scared of the world. Just like I can’t be scared of the way it feels when we’re in bed together.”
Caressing my ass, Elijah said, “You never, ever need to be afraid of anything about me. All you ever need to do is open your legs for me and let my dick into your pussy. Let me fuck you and let everything else take care of itself.” He kissed me again. “Fucking, Corinne. Just me fucking the pussy of the woman I love. That’s all that matters now.”
We kissed excitedly and rolled back and forth on the bed. It was a very, very wealthy man whose bed I was sharing, but there was no question that Elijah himself wasmyfortune.
Growing still but remaining entwined, we shared the warmth of our flesh and moved our hands up and down and all over each other. “You know, the first time I fucked you, it was the first time I’d had virgin pussy since I got laid for the first time myself, and I didn’t even know it. And that’s okay because it gets me so fucking horny, hornier than I think I’ve been since I was a kid, knowing my cock is the only one you’ve ever touched and licked and sucked, and there’s never been another cock or any other cum inside your pussy but mine. That just drives my dick crazy, Corinne.”
“Then be crazy and horny for me,” I told him. “Please, always be the way you are now. I want all the sex you have. You can have all the sex you want from me. Let’s just be this way, always.”
He rolled me onto my back and put himself half on top of me, and gave me a kiss to make steam pour from his ears and mine. “You know what we’re going to do? Everything sexual we want to do, all the fucking time, for sure. But, we’re going to set you up with a prescription for some pills, that’s what we’re going to do. Because I don’t think you’re ready to be a mother right now, are you?”
“No,” I admitted.
“Right. And, I don’t like condoms. I don’t want to be putting anything in you but my dick, and wads and wads of cum.” He kissed me playfully and chuckled, “Elijah’s wads, how about that?”
I stroked his face and chuckled back at him, “Elijah’s wads. I love it. And, I love you. I just love you so much.”
“It’s settled, then. You and me in bed, every night, my dick inside your pussy. Never just once and never a quickie. And a fuck to start the day, every morning.” He pecked my lips again. “And, lots and lots of love…”
Nothing more needed to be said after that. Elijah’s erection was back, and he meant to use it. He put himself all the way on top of me and slid it into me again, and the rest of our lives began with more hard humping.
CHAPTER39
Elijah. Sunday
Corinne and I started Sunday morning exactly the way I talked about Saturday night. It wasn’t just that the sex was off the charts. What made it that way was the commitment we’d made to each other, not just to stay together and not just to sleep together, but to learn to understand and accept each other for exactly who we were.
I’d been looking for a commitment with someone all along, someone to share the better person I’d become and the better life I’d made for myself than what I had before. I knew that Corinne was that person. I knew that she saw the best in me, and I wanted more than anything to be that for her and give that to her.
That was what made our morning sex, in bed and in the shower, so good that we could have hit the ceiling and bounced off the walls.
We made breakfast together, giving the bed a further chance to cool down. Then, with me in just a pair of sweatpants and Corinne in just one of my shirts and her own panties (which was sexy as hell), we had breakfast in bed. It was right after breakfast that she reminded me of another commitment I’d made to her, which gave me a really skittish feeling after the way we’d started the day.
Corinne reminded me that it would soon be time to watch Pastor Aaron Gordon’s Sunday service. She asked me if it would be weird for me to watch him now that I knew he was her father.