I caught Shadow’s eye, taking in the longing on his face. I nodded to him to kiss her. He gave a quick shake of his head and looked back at the TV.
For fuck’s sake.
Sighing, I placed the popcorn on the floor before grabbing Sirena and tugging her against me, her back to my front.
With my lips at her ear, I whispered to her like the devil on her shoulder.
“Shadow is embarrassed about his little incident from earlier. He’s scared to kiss you. Scared to touch you. Ashes told me about the deal with Church. You can do anything but fuck. You can even come on his big fucking cock by grinding against him again, firefly.”
Her small body shuddered against me, making me chuckle softly.
“Why don’t you go entice him so I can watch,” I continued softly. Shadow couldn’t hear us, but he kept glancing over, a frown on his face.
“Kiss him. Touch his dick for him. I don’t want this experience to make him take two steps back. The quicker you decide you are head over heels in love with the guy, the quicker Mirage and I get to come home to you. Don’t you want us to join the Watchers, my sweet forever girl?”
She let out a shaky exhale before shifting away from me. I watched her crawl to Shadow, who stared at her with wide, nervous eyes.
She carefully straddled his lap.
He visibly swallowed, his hands trembling as he stared up at her. I slid closer, deciding I’d help the poor fool out.
I leaned in so my lips were now at his ear.
“You do every fucking thing I tell you to do,” I murmured. “Got it?”
He nodded wordlessly.
“Good boy. Put your hands on her waist and pull her down to kiss you. When she grinds that hot, tight pussy against your cock, you let her, and you don’t fucking come. I don’t care what you have to do to stop yourself, but you fucking do it. Understand? Even if you’re reaching out to me for help. I’ll help.”
He nodded again, clearly nervous out of his mind.
I watched him put his hands on her waist. She smiled sweetly at him as he pulled her down to kiss him. My forever girl was into it, and she kissed him back, her lips parting to let his tongue slip inside.
“Rock her against your cock,” I instructed softly to him. “Get her off.”
He did as I told him, moving her slowly on his lap. Her breathing picked up as he guided her along the bulge in his sweatpants.
It didn’t take long for him to break the kiss off, his chest heaving.
“A-Asylum,” he choked out.
That was my cue.
I grabbed her and dragged her off him, earning a soft whimper of protest from her, and placed her directly over my hard cock.
“Show him,” I husked out at her. “Let him see how you like it. He needs practice.”
She hesitated for a moment before I sat up and kissed her deeply, my hands cradling her face.
“He’s scared and embarrassed, firefly. He needs to know you’re OK. Come for him. Use me.” I pulled away from her and put my head back on my pillow.
She glanced at him, taking in his flaming red cheeks, before she slowly began to rock on my dick.
I closed my eyes and breathed out, relishing how having her like this felt. While I’d fucked her before, it killed me inside not to have her the way I wanted her. The next time I fucked her, I’d bury my cock into her fucking soul.
“There you go. Just like that,” I murmured, breathing hard at watching her. She turned me on in ways no one else ever had.
I held her by the waist, guiding her for a moment before letting my hands fall away. She was in complete control of the situation.